Might be Paranoid

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It had been 2 months since the concert and my first kiss with nick. I never told Ricky, because I honestly didn't think I'd see nick again. I know he told me that I would but I hadn't talked to him in a while. So , there's no need to tell him, right?

It was a Wednesday, and I was in school. Ricky met me at my locker, like he always does to walk to lunch together. I walked up to Ricky.

Kendra- "hey" I gave him a small smile.

Ricky- "hi . So I was thinking after lunch we could go somewhere. More quiet and talk. I looked at him confused . Thoughts were going in my head.. 'What does he want to talk to me about? Did he find out about the kiss? And worst of all, Is he going to break up with me???'

Ricky- " Kendra, helloooo. Babe , snap out of it."

Kendra- " oh , I'm sorry . Umm yeah, sure." I said lowly as I put my books from previous classes in my locker. I was worried now that he wanted to 'talk'. We walked to the cafeteria with my arm around his waist and his arm around my neck. I didn't give him any eye contact , because I was so nervous.

I was almost done with my food but slowly dragging. I didnt want to 'talk' , I was scared of what we might talk about. I was thinking when I saw three familiar faces at the door. I blinked three times, as I saw them looking around the lunchroom. They can't be back already. No, I just might be paranoid. Wow, how ironic I'm quoting a line from the three boys that finally spotted me. I began sulking in my seat. Avoiding eye contact.

Kevin saw me first and pointed me out to Nick and Joe. Nick's face lit up when he turned my way. I acted as if I didn't see him and his my face with my hair that I had down on my shoulders. I peeked in their direction and saw them coming my way . "Shit!" I said lowly. Ricky heard me.

Ricky- " did you say something babe?"

Kendra- "No, wanna go have that talk now? I think we should I pulled him out of his seat and pulled him out of the lunchroom. Lucky me, they were stopped by fans. So, I took my opportunity to get out of there before some damage was done.

Every time I thought about seeing the jonas brothers, I never thought that I would be running away from them. But I was, unfortunately.

I had pulled Ricky into the janitors closet so nick wouldn't see me. I couldn't risk him slipping out what had happened the night of the concert. I hadn't even told Ricky . I was breathing hard by running and so was Ricky. I finally realized Ricky looking at me confused as to why we just ran and why we're in the janitors closet

Ricky- "what are westing in the janitors closet Kendra?"

Kendra- "Oh, I .. Um.. Just wanted us to talk in private . Didn't you want to go somewhere private?"

Ricky- "Yeah, but I wasn't thinking about this" he said looking around the small closet.

Kendra- "So what did you want to talk to me about?" Changing the subject on the subject I really didnt want to talk about. I was supposed to stall at this 'talk', but then Nick an his brothers came so i had no choice. It was either face nick or talk with Ricky . The second one it was.

Ricky- "oh, I didnt actually wanna talk..." He trailed off biting his bottom lip, looking into my eyes. I started to turn red, as I felt a burning sensation go throughout my body when he touched my body. We were face to face; an inch apart. I could feel his hot breathing my lip, making it tingle.

He broke the inch in between us and kissed me like he never did before. He was kissing me like nick had , but with more power and more force. He backed me up into the wall. We were both breathing heavy and he was touching me all over my body. His hand reached my chest as I opened my eyes shocked but our lips still attached. I didnt know what to do , it's like I was yearning to have him do even more. But I was a virgin, i didn't want my first time to be in the janitors closet. I didn't even know if he was a virgin or not. I moved his hand as he continued to kiss me passionately . Then I pulled away. We were both out of breath, looking at each other.

Ricky- " what's wrong?" He said trying to catch his breath.

Kendra- "I .... It's just .... I don't want my first time to be.." I broke off looking around. "Like this, in a janitors closet. "This isn't what I imagined it would be like." I looked into Ricky's understanding eyes.

Ricky- "of course. I know." He said pulling me to him , planting me another kiss. Not as long as the previous one , though. I was still out of breath.

I pulled away smiling at him. Then, the bell had rung to inform us that lunch was over. Ricky pecked my lips one more time before opening the closet door, and walking into the hall of crowded students. I didn't see kevin, joe, or nick. Thank God! I wonder why they came here anyway. They've been homeschooled since they started the band and all of them were OUT of school. Why come to a high school?

The rest of the day, I didn't see them. So I thought they had left. After last period was over, I kissed Ricky goodbye and walked to my car to drive home and just relax.

A couple hours later, I was sitting on the living room couch in some pakama shorts and a tanktop with a blankrt, watching reruns of JONAS LA. Oh, how I love them so much. I was grinning at the tv. I jumped as my doorbell rung. I was alone in the house after all. I was scared most of the time.

I opened the door to see nick with a nervous smile on his face.

How did he get my address????

Oh, great! Please let me be PARANOID!

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