Im so fucking stupid. Today my friend was crying and i didnt know what to do, and i out my hand on their shoulder. I didnt even try to fucking talk to them. I know they dont like to be touched, so why did i even do it? It would be so much better if i was just gone tbh. Not even any the people i love like me, I can tell. Its alight tbh. It all just means i could go without them missing me
Maybe tonight
