I feel like I'm getting better, and then I remember how much everyone must look down on me. I'm just this silly, funny guy. Now that school is starting soon that's all they will see of me. I want to be helpful to them, and make sure they are happier. Whenever I do help them I just feel sad after because my brain just feels damp, and that's how I know I didn't actually enjoy that experience. I don't actually understand myself as much as I think. I just know that I'm a liar and I should shut up. Maybe Worship should come back, I don't know how to get him back
