I want someone to protect me from the outside world, to shield me from the negative. i want someone to listen and make me feel heard
i want someone to make me feel whole
why do i get so tired of the affection I desire so much, only to crave something more or different?
At rhis point im not worth the trouble
i shohld just worry about helping others, to make them feel loved, maybe it will be returned.
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I still havent accepted the reality of death being a thing you can't get out of despite yearning to kms everyday
