No matter what I do or what happens to me, I always just feel indifferent
no matter how much I laugh or cry, it's just nothing
Yes, in the moment I might think I feel something nice, or horrible, but after I just feel
Nothing
Like that moment didn't happen, as if it wasn't enough
Nothing can fullifill Nothing.
maybe thats for the best, though
Then I remember that death exists and will happen
that's the worst part
