why am I still hurting so bad
I've kind of been pushing people away irl, yet I want so desperately for someone to listen
I've realized that I'm not the only person, yet I've realized I'm actually the last person.
the aching in my chest and throat never leaves.
especially whenever I'm around any of them.
I realized that no one actually takes me seriously.
"Why are you giving me sass and shi?"
I'm sorry that I can't just talk about liking minors and gay men kissing all the time.
It got old really fast actually. I don't understand why they can't get that.
I wish people would hear me and not immediately say "Atleast you don't-" Stop, I want to carve you open and steal your organs.
I didn't actually take this chapter too seriously. These vents are just rehashing all past statements I guess.
