01/09/22

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Hey, so I know we're not together which means that I'm back to loving you but not being able to have you. And wanting you but you not being mine. Hurts but doesn't everything hurt ? I also will keep my distance from you and y'know give you time since you want it so much. You told me you wheren't ready for "this" meaning us but I don't really know if it was me you where not ready for or a relationship. Which sucks even more because I am still confused. Of course I love you and always will but I'll wait for you . And I'll wait till your ready and if your ready and no longer want me I don't know what I'll do. I' live with it... I have too. Another thing is I love you but It'll pass right? I can't love you forever right ? It'll pass. I'll keep telling myself that till I believe it. It'll pass, It'll pass, It'll pass and on and on and on convincing myself that It'll pass when I know it wont. 

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