09.03.2022 wednesday
It was 10am and Chay just woke up.
He felt to anxious to go to school and since Porsche knew about his brothers condition, he let the younger stay at home.
Porsche left for university early in the morning, so Chay was alone.
He got up and made his way to the bathroom where he took a quick shower and finally went downstairs after.
He thought about having breakfast, but he wasn't really hungry. In fact - he wasn't really hungry since the day he left Macau.
He felt awful and his anxiety made it even worse.
"I guess I'll just watch TV.." He said to himself.
He made his way over to the couch when the doorbell rang and he flinched.
Walking to the door, he totally forgot that he wasn't wearing a shirt.
"Hey.. Am I to early ? I can come back later if you -"
Chay didn't say anything.
He just stared at Macau and began to sob again.
"Chay? What happened? Are you okay?"
"I am so happy to see you." The youngest managed to say through sobs and Macau was confused.
The brown haired boy thought Chay would hate him.
"I'm so sorry.." Chay then said.
Macau looked around.
There was no one to be seen, but he thought it would be best for them to talk inside in private.
He stepped closer to Chay and carefully pushed him inside.
Closing the door, he thought for a second.
Was he ready for this talk ?
He wasn't sure, but hearing Chay sob behind him broke his heart.
"Listen Chay, I-"
"I love you too." Chay said still crying his eyes out.
"I'm so sorry. I am so fucking stupid and I know that I've hurted you and you probably hate me but I was afraid of rejection and lies and I know that you would never lie to me and -"
"Chay, hey stop. You need to breath !"
"I love you Macau." He said and looked down.
Chay was embarrassed but he just couldn't stop crying.
"Hey, it's okay. Calm down. I'm here Porchay." Macau stepped closer and pulled his best friend in a hug.
"It's okay. I'm here."
He was to afraid to admit it, but hearing Chay say that he loves him, made his heart beat faster.
He was so happy.
It's too good to be true, right ?
Chay finally said that he loves him.
Where's the catch?
"Porchay I-"
Chay's head was pressed against Macau's chest and the younger wouldn't move an inch.
"I'm really happy that you finally know.. no- that you're finally sure about your feelings. Yes you've hurted me pretty bad but I know that you have your reasons and I would like to hear about them and your thoughts. I could never hate you, okay? You're my best friend Chay."
"Just a friend ?"
"Chay.."
"Can I still be your babe ?"
Chay looked up into Macau's eyes and the older one was about to lose himself again.
He wanted to talk about everything first but he just couldn't resist.
He put his hand on Chay's cheek and leaned in for a kiss.
"Is this my answer ?" Chay asked with a smirk, tears still falling down from his face.
"Wait.. Lemme just.."
Macau leaned in for a kiss again and Chay couldn't feel any better.
"Now let's talk about everything, okay?"
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"..and that's why I ran away.."
Macau nodded but stayed silent.
"Please say something.."
"You know Chay..I already knew that this is about Kimhan. I knew and I know that he kind of traumatized you, so I knew it had nothing to do with us. Sure, you've hurt me, but like I said.. I could never hate you. Okay?"
Chay nodded, feeling at ease.
"Macau?"
"Yes ?"
"Are we.. together..now ?"
"No."
Chay's heart began to pound hard and he felt dizzy.
"Oh.." He managed to answer, on the verge of tears again.
"We're going to be boyfriend's soon. But not now. I want to ask you in a more romantic and special way."
"Fucking ass- I THOUGHT YOU REJECTED ME !" Chay said, crying again what made Macau giggle.
"I just told you I'm not mad, why would I reject you ?!" Macau said laughing while Chay playfully hit him.
The younger stopped and wrapped his arms around the other.
"I love you Chay."
"I love you too Macau."
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Hey hey hey ^^
Finally everything's fine between them :)
I can't wait for the next chapters haha ! I have so many ideas right now.
I just want to say once again -
Chay is 18 in this Story and Macau is 19 !
Please keep that in mind.
Hope y'all like it ^^
-Jessy
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