14.03.2022 monday
Chay slowly woke up, not daring to open his eyes, since it was too bright outside already.
His head hurted and he wasn't sure where he was.
He tried to turn around but felt a presence besides him.
Scared, he opened his eyes in shock and made a loud sound which woke up Macau.
"Fuck, what happened?! Chay are you-"
"What are you doing in my bed ?!"
"Chay calm down. I am not in your-"
"Get out !"
"Chay, let me-"
"Out !"
"CHAY !"
The younger one flinched and opened his eyes wide.
"Calm down and listen to me !"
Chay nodded and Macau grabbed his hand.
"Do you remember what happened yesterday?"
Did he ?
Chay wasn't sure. Everything was a blur.
"We were at the restaurant and you drank pretty much. I followed you to the toilette to talk and-"
"You told me what your dad did.. Yeah I can remember now."
Macau smiled softly at the younger one.
"I'm sorry I just woke up and everything was kind of in a blur.. I-"
"Chay, it's okay. I'm sorry for what I did to you.. I thought it would be best to make you hate me. I don't want to drag you in my broken family shit."
"What made you change your mind ?"
"What ?"
"I mean - you could've let me go, but you came back. You explained it to me. A little too late but.. Well.. what made you change your mind ?"
"First of Chay, I really meant it when I told you I love you. Sure, this was a stupid idea but in that moment, I couldn't think straight. My dad abused me, threatened me.. I was worried about you.."
Chay nodded and Macau began to giggle.
"..and P'Pete made me think again."
"Yeah I thought so." Chay answered laughing.
Chay knew Macau sometimes acted imprudently. The older boy often followed his first instincts without thinking about the consequences and while Chay knew he was just trying to protect him out of love, the youngest wished Macau would speak more openly.
"I know I've hurted you so much. More than I could have imagined but I hope you can forgive me Chay. Please let's start over and forget this. Let's start at day one, but please do not leave me."
"Macau..No."
"No ?" Macau froze.
He felt like throwing up and his eyes filled with tears but Chay stroked his cheek.
"We don't need to start at day one Darling. We can get through this together. Let's forget this shit and continue with our.. oh god let's just continue with whatever we were."
The boy's smiled at each other and Macau pulled Chay to lay on top of him, admiring how gorgeous Chay looked even when he's hungover.
The younger one felt at ease but when he looked down and saw his arm, that wasn't covered anymore, he tensed up.
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🌼𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑠ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑒. >𝑀𝑎𝑐𝑎𝑢𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑦<
Fiksi Penggemar"I can't do that to Chay. I can't drag him into my broken family just to go down with us.." 🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼 Surpriseeee ! This book is the sequel to my MacauChay one shot. I just love this ghostship so much - I had to give them their own...
