⚠️HUGE TRIGGER WARNING - SELF HARM!⚠️
13.03.2022 sunday
"Macau wake up."
"Vegas ? What the - it's 3am. What happened?"
"I'll tell you later. Get dressed and pack a few things. Be as quiet as possible and hurry up."
Macau was confused as fuck but did what his brother said.
He got up and put on a hoodie and shoes before he grabbed a bag and packed his belongings.
"Now come on, let's go."
"What are you doing Vegas? What is going on ?"
"We're leaving."
"What ? Really ?!"
"Pscht.. Gun and his wife aren't at home. They took Venice with them. We need to be quiet, but quick. Pete's waiting outside."
The brothers left the buildung and when they finally sat in the car, Macau realized what's happening.
"You got us out of here ? What if he's looking for us ?"
"Pretty sure he won't even notice but I'm tired of this shit Macau." Vegas took Pete's hand and the younger grabbed it tightly.
"I'm proud of you." He said.
"I'm proud of you two for leaving."
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"Chay ? Are you up ?"
Porsche opened the door slowly.
"Hey, good morning. How are you ?" He asked his little brother, who just woke up with swollen eyes.
"Morning.."
"I made you breakfast."
"Thanks but I'm not hungry."
Porsche put down the plate and looked at his brother.
"Please you need to eat something Chay."
"I'm fine, I'm just tired."
"I'll let you sleep a bit more. Call me or Kinn if you need something okay?"
"Thank you P'."
Porsche stood up and grabbed the doorhandle when Chay called his name.
"Hey P'Porsche uhm.. I'm sorry for.. yesterday."
"It's okay Chay. I just hope you know that I will always be right here if you need a shoulder to cry on."
"Thank you."
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It was noon already and Chay finally got out of bed.
He thought that maybe a hot shower would help him feel a bit better, so he stepped under the hot water and tried his best to clear his mind.
He was on the verge of tears again and that made him feel pathetic.
'What should I do ?' He asked himself when something caught his attention.
Should he try it ?
Maybe it will help him feel better ?
But what would his brother say if he-
No fuck it.
This is not about Porsche..
Chay grabbed the razor and started disassembling it.
He wanted the blade.
The young boy had already thought about it a thousand times.
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Fanfiction"I can't do that to Chay. I can't drag him into my broken family just to go down with us.." 🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼 Surpriseeee ! This book is the sequel to my MacauChay one shot. I just love this ghostship so much - I had to give them their own...
