"I can't do that to Chay. I can't drag him into my broken family just to go down with us.."
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Surpriseeee !
This book is the sequel to my MacauChay one shot.
I just love this ghostship so much - I had to give them their own...
After everything that's happened yesterday, he went back to the minor family's building.
His father wasn't at home.
He knew that since he saw Gun's wifes instastory.
Australia.
He knew he was alone and it was the first time he felt safe at his own home.
He was sure that it would be the best to stay here for a few days to clear his mind.
He trusted Chay but he reached his limit.
Macau tried his best to stay strong but with his familiar situation, Chay being psychological affected and the shit Kimhan did..
He didn't show anything, but slowly the facade was crumbling.
He was sure Chay loved him, but felt like he wasn't good enough for the younger one.
The fight made it even worse and stress caused him to throw up the whole night so he was drained and tired.
His phone constantly rang what woke him up around 1pm.
He had a few messages from Chay on every social media plattform possible.
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The older didn't answer.
He felt to sick to do so and after he once again threw up, he flopped down into his bed again.
Macau just wanted to disappear.
He knew it wasn't exactly fair that he ignored Chay but Macau felt really bad.
He knew that they promised each other to go through everything together and he knew that they wanted to talk about everything but he just couldn't.
His mind told him to get some alone time.
To clear his mind and be by himself for a bit.
He got a few calls again but they went to voicebox.
He missed his boyfriend so much.
He wanted to pick up and tell Chay how much he loves him, but he just couldn't.
Taking his phone, he decided to listen to his voicemessage.
"Macau, hey uhm.. I've been trying to reach you all day. Vegas told me that you're sick. Uhm.."
Chay took a deep breath and Macau stopped breathing for a second.
"If you need anything, just call me. I was wondering how's your hand ? When is your next appointment ?.. Maybe we can.. Meet ? And talk. I know you said you need time and it's only been a few hours but I miss you. Okay bye."
The older was on the verge of tears now.
Why the fuck was he acting like that ?
Why did he let Kim drive a wedge between him and Chay?
He should have beaten his cousin up and he-
His phone rang again but this time it wasn't Chay.
"Vegas ?"
"Macau, you know.. I don't usually get involved in normal relationship arguments but you should listen to Chay. I understand that everything is too much for you right now and that you also need a break, but it wasn't what it looked like."
"What do you even know.."
"Kim held Chay and forced him. He resisted and tried to fight him but realized that he had no chance."
Macau didn't answer.
Macau knew that Chay wouldn't do this so he of course believed Vegas.
Once again, Macau knew. He believed Chay. He just wasn't ready to talk.
"I leave it up to you what you do with this information." Vegas said and hung up.
What should he do with this Information ?
There was nothing he could do in his condition anyways.
