18.03.2022 friday
It's friday morning and Chay was on his way to Starbucks to buy some coffee.
Macau was at school, but Porsche wanted Chay to stay at home this week, since he was still drained.
"One iced coffee please." He ordered and went to wait in line, when a hand grabbed his shoulder and turned him around.
"What are you-.."
"Hey."
"What are you doing here ?"
"Can we talk for a second ?"
Chay breathed out heavily.
'I will regret this.' He thought and nodded.
As they sat down with their drinks, Chay noticed the weird behavior of the person in front of him.
"What do you want to talk about?"
"Oh you've got an iced coffee too ?"
"Yes, stop ditching my question."
"You know, Starbucks has the best-"
"Goodbye." Chay said and stood up, but the person stopped him.
"I'm sorry, I'm just nervous."
"You ? Nervous?" Chay laughed.
Chay had his first therapy session yesterday.
The first time he talked openly about ALL the shit Kimhan did to him and now, one day later, he has to see the reason for his condition.
The AUDACITY this fucker has to say that he - Kimhan Theerapanyakul of all people is nervous?!
"Stop lying bro." Chay said.
"I'm not lying Chay."
Chay couldn't hold back his laugh anymore.
"Chay, I wanted to apologize. For everything."
"Apologize? Don't you think it's a bit too late for that ?"
"No. I mean, yes but.. I mean it's late but at least I'm apologizing."
Chay couldn't believe this.
This was totally weird and Chay felt uncomfortable.
"Okay listen.. I had a lot of time to think about everything and I understood that I was in the wrong. I've hurt you and was a total dick. Chay I wanted to tell you that.. I finally know that I love you and I wanted to ask if you could give me a second chance ?"
"A second chance ? More like the 8th.. Kimhan.." Chay began.
"I know that you have a lot of trauma and troubles, but you've hurted and traumatized me so badly. It's cool that you've grown enough to reflect and understand that you're a fucking asshole but no, I won't give you a second, or 8th or 27th chance. You had your chance and I loved you so much but I have to think about myself and what's good for me. And you are definitely not.."
"..but-"
"Besides - I am absolutely, madly and deeply in love with Macau. He treats me like a prince and he knows my worth."
"I know your worth too ! I was just a bit confused, but-"
"I don't care. You being confused led to all the bad things that happened to me and I'm not willing to go through that shit again."
"I never meant to hurt you."
"Are you sure about that ? Come on Kimhan, wake up." The younger said and stood up.
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