Ghosting - Soobin (Txt)

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TITTLE : GHOSTING

SINGER : TXT

ALBUMS : MINISODE 1 : BLUE HOUR

RELEASED DATE : 2020

Soobin p.o.v

You disappeared, you disappeared
Like a faint ghost
You disappeared for a moment, you disappeared
Like a faint ghost
In a room where only echoes linger
I wander alone all the time
I'm like a ghost

Soobin:*mumble* Where could she be?

It's been a week and there are still no single message from her. I kept on opening our chatroom hoping that it would pop up a new message from her. Any message is fine. I just need to know that she is still here. Still waiting for me.

Messages filled with square screens
We were good friends
Something is strange, already been a week
Only the number greets me, just 1

Text~

Soobin: Love?

Soobin: Hey, it's been a week?

Soobin: You are missing your shift too.

Soobin: Your co-workers don't know where you are and are worried sick about you.

Soobin: Where are you y/n-ah?

Soobin: Are you having vacation?

Soobin: Even your parents don't know where you are.

Soobin: At least text me an ok or anything y/n-ah.

Soobin: Where are you?

Lonely, vaguely raise my eyes and look out the window
On the right, "my story" just rolls around alone
I get more and more anxious
All day, all day, all day, all day

How many days have passed by again? Oh, yeah, it's been twelve days. And there are still not a single news of you. Where are you y/n-ah?

I have gone to all of the places that you could possibly be and still, not a sign of you. Park, cafe, workplace, your parents' house, even to all of your friends. But, still.

You disappeared for a moment, you disappeared
Like a faint ghost
I ask it in the empty void
What am I to you? (What)
You disappeared for a moment, you disappeared
Like a faint ghost
In a room where only echoes linger
I wander alone all the time
I'm like a ghost

Soobin: Where are you y/n?

Soobin: Where could you possibly go to?

I am here again. At our favourite park. The park where we used to have our late night date, where we shared our first kiss, where you broke down because of your sudden panic attack.

Soobin:*sigh* Just tell me where are you y/n.

Looking, blankly at your new post
With the hashtag
"The sky is so beautiful today"
I can't believe it, I already know now
You have logged out from my world

Text~

Soobin: Any news yet?
Taehyun: Not yet.
Yeonjun: I have posted a news on the newspaper. We should hear some news in a few days.
Hueningkai: Have you tried contacting the police hyung?
Soobin: I haven't.
Taehyun: You haven't?! Why hyung?
Hueningkai: The police would be better in searching for y/n noona rather than us hyung.
Beomgyu: I'm here. And, no news of y/n.
Yeonjun: Where have you been Gyu?
Beomgyu: Just came back from my parents' house.
Soobin: Hey Gyu.
Taehyun: Don't change the subject now hyung.
Beomgyu: Not even a hello for me?
Taehyun: Hello, and the answer Bin hyung?
Beomgyu: What answer?
Hueningkai: Scroll and read hyung.

Stay up all night with your open eyes like a zombie
I'm looking for signs of a breakup in our conversation
I don't know yet
All day, all day, all day, all day
You disappeared for a moment, you disappeared
Like a faint ghost

Taehyun's question linger in my mind. I, myself, know that the police would be better in searching for her rather then me or my friends. But, my feelings somehow told me that if I let the police to search for her, a news that I never want to hear will come to me.

Soobin:*mumble* I'm scared.

I bury it in the air
What am I to you? (What)
You disappeared for a moment, you disappeared
Like a faint ghost
In a room where only echoes linger
I wander alone all the time
I'm like a ghost

Soobin:*cry* Where are you y/n-ah?

Soobin: Are you sick of me now?

Soobin:*shout* Then tell me! Don't leave me hanging like this!

Soobin:*sob* Tell me the truth y/n-ah.

Soobin: Tell me.

Actually I know
"No answer," that's the answer
I don't get used to it
Being alone
Just like us in the picture (Like)
We have to go back again (Again, do it)
I'm still here (I'm still here)
I'm still here

I kept on calling for you. I kept on messaging the empty chatroom. I kept on dialing your number hoping that somehow, somehow, you would pick up eventually.

Soobin:*mumble* I miss you y/n.

Soobin: I miss you so much that it's hurt.

You disappeared for a moment, you disappeared (You disappeared)
Like a faint ghost
I bury it in the air (Ooh)
What am I to you? (What?) (Ooh, ooh, no, no)
You disappeared for a moment, you disappeared
Like a faint ghost
In a room where only echoes linger
I wander alone all the time
I'm like a ghost

Phone call~

Y/n's mom: Soobin-ah.
Soobin: Hello? *worked up* Did you have any news about y/n?
Y/n's mom: I'm sorry Soobin. *tremble voice* I'm so so sorry.
Soobin: What is it mother? Why are your voice trembling? *denial* Ah, is it because y/n has com-
Y/n's mom:*cry* Y/n, my daughter, is not here anymore.
Soobin: W-wh-what? Hahaha it's funny mother. I will go to your house right now mother.
Y/n's mom: She is gone now Soobin!

My world collapsed right then and there. The news that I'm most scared of, finnaly came to me. Forcing me to accept the painful reality. That, my love, is not here any longer.

Soobin:*denial* Why?

Soobin:*sob* Why?

Soobin:*shout* Why?!

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