Kpop Imagines

End Of A Relationship - BangChan (Skz)

Author p.o.v

Days turn to months. And, without knowing it, it has been going for three months. One try hard to act and fake while one try hard to figure everything out.

The relationship that was bond with love is on its edge. The only thing it needs is just a little push, nothing more or less. But, again, both are to far from each other to ever try. Neither trying to push it back to where it belongs nor to push and break it. They just stand and stare, too busy to run and chase.

Y/n knew something was up since the day he left her hanging. Not once, not twice, he had left her just like that. No notice, no call, no any information, just a short sorry was texted to her. Though she kept on believing, she can't stand being alone any longer.

Yes, he does reply. After days.

Yes, he does call back. With reasons that he tried to make reasonable.

Yes, he does talk. As if it was forced.

Yes, he does said those deadly three words. No sincerity was found.

Again, she tried her best to believe.

Three months had passed with the same hurtful repeating pattern. None dare enough to speak up. As if fearing that the broken relationship just could be broken more.

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Y/n p.o.v

I know I'm a fool for believing this hard in him. I, myself, is already on the edge of breaking my trust. With no notice from him, how could I even tell myself that we are okay?

Every conversation I tried to make, would be brushed away with a simple

"Its's nothing."

"Trust me."

"I'm sorry but I'm quite tired today"

"I promise we'll talk tomorrow."

I know that he knows. I'm sure that he knew what has happened between us. He is just trying his best to avoid and avoid. As if it could get better that way.

As painful as it is, I know he is falling out of love from me. The flowers that once we're bloomed inside him had withered away from sometime. He is just too scared to tell me the truth or he is just trying his best to lie to himself.

But, sadly, I do love him still. Yet the time has comes for me to let him go. No one, especially me, should be selfish in this time. I should let him go.

-

Video call~

Y/n: Hey Chan.
Chan: Sorry about your miscalls. I was on a meet with Changbin just now.
Y/n:*shake her head* No it's okay. I understand.
Chan: So, what is it?

I'm hesitant to start. I just stare at him through the flat screen hoping that I would just be okay even after talking it out. Hoping silently that the outcome won't hurt me too much.

Y/n: We- *take a deep breath* need to talk.
Chan: About?
Y/n: Us.
Chan: Us? Did I do something wro-
Y/n: You can stop hiding now Chan.

Silence.

Y/n: I know everything.
Chan: What is it?
Y/n:*sad smile* Do you remember when is the last time we have meal together?

Silence.

Chan: I'm sorry for not being able to spend with you y/n-ah. It's just that I've been really busy a-an-and-
Y/n: You do not need to apologize Chan-ah. I'm not mad at you. I understand.
Chan: I-I-
Y/n:*smile* It's okay. You can tell me now.

Even with all my determination, tears wells upon my eyes. I blinked those away reminding myself it's not the time yet.

Chan: I'm sorry y/n.

Chan: I'm sorry that you were no longer my source of happiness.

Chan: I'm sorry that I broke all my promises.

Chan: I should be the one who protected you, yet I'm the one who broke you the most now.

Chan: I'm sorry.

I stay silent. I know he wants to continue and I'll let him do it.

Chan: As selfish as it sounds, I hope we can end things in a good way.

Chan: You probably won't want to stay friends and I accept your decision.

Chan: Please take care of yourself for- yourself.

Chan: You're truly the best for me y/n-ah.

Y/n: Chan?

Y/n: Can- *whimper* you tell me what you have been feeling lately?
Chan:*look down* I have fallen out of love y/n.

A tear just slipped through. It hurts even when I know everything. Just hearing those from him, make me lose control of my tears. I burried my face on my palms not wanting him to see any of those that have escaped.

Chan: Please don't cry y/n-ah.

Chan: Goodbye y/n.

-

As the call ends, I broke down. It hurts to know that the relationship that used to be my source of everything has collapsed with me the only one crying over it. With me the only one trying to all those broken pieces to keep.

But, I know, this is the best for us. It would be better to hurt now.

Maybe its just need to be this way and everything will be moving on a lot better.

Yeah, this is the best way to end a relationship for us.