Kpop Imagines

Failed To Move On - Lee Know (Skz)

Author p.o.v

Jisung:*shout* Minho hyung!
Minho:  Hm?
Felix:*shout* Hyung! You won't believe this!
Minho: Hm?
Hyunjin:*shout* Hyung!
Minho:*sigh* What is it?
Jisung:*smirk* Guess what?
Minho:*annoyed* What?
Felix: Y/n is coming here!
Minho: So?
Hyunjin: Hyung! It will be your first time meeting her afte-
Minho:*glare* Another word came out, I'll feed you tissues.
Hyunjin:*gulp* I-i me-mean-
Chan:*chuckle* Don't scared them like that. They still need to perform later.
Minho:*rolled eyes* Like I care. Why is she coming after all?

Changbin: I'm the one who invited her to come.
Minho: Why?
Changbin:*shrugged* We miss her presence.
Minho:*sigh* You kno-
Changbin: I know hyung, but you can't force us to give up in her just because you did.

Minho just groan as he rest his head back. Thousands of thoughts come flowing in his mind. It will be the first time they met again after their break up. It has been three months since their break up.

Truth to say, he can't let her go. Not even after three months of trying to move on from her. They break up because he held too much secret from her. He love her. He care for her. But he never show it to her directly making lots of misunderstanding between both them before they really broke up.

He know that just by hearing her voice, just by seeing her face by a glance, he will fall head over heels again. He will forget all his hard works to move on from her and everything will go back to square one.

However, he know it better than anyone else. He can't interfer his' members relationship with her. They are friends even before he confess to her. He even know that Jeongin hold a feeling for her not long after hey start dating.

There is one thing which he can't give it up easily for others who he love dearly. Y/n. He can't let her go to be Jeongin's no matter how hard he would try. He can't imagine what hung both of them walking away from him. He can't. He know that it's selfish to think so, but he can't give her up.

Y/n:*smile* Hello!
Felix:*excited* Y/n! My bestie!
Jisung: Excuse me, she is my bestie.
Hyunjin: What are you even talking about? She is my bestest bestie! Font you know that?
Felix: She is my be-
Y/n:*sigh* And it just the first step of the day.
Chan:*chuckle* Sorry bout them y/n-ie.
Y/n: Nah, I've gotten used by it by now.
Chan: Welcome back.
Y/n:*chuckle* Thank you Channie.

Hearing her voice from the door, he put himself in the corner as if it prevent her from seeing him. He doesn't want to get all awkward with her. It will hurt him more. From the mirror reflection, he could see how happy Jeongin is when he saw her. How much he smile get brighter from the moment she step inside.

Jeongin:*excited* Y/n!
Y/n:*laugh* Hey to you too Innie!
Jeongin:*pout* Why you take so long to visit us again?
Y/n:*shrugged* Well, I'm here now.

Changbin:*whisper* Why don't you greet her hyung?
Minho: And show her that I still loved her? No thanks.

Changbin is the only person who knows that Minho still held feeling for her. He end up knowing it since Minho  cried in their shared room accidentally forgetting to lock the door. He knows how much Minho still craves for her but with his tsundere personality, it will be harder for him to win her if she doesn't hold any feelings for him anymore.

Y/n:*worried* Oh, are you sick Minho?

That question sure caught Minho off guard. He almost tripped on nothing while being seated. He sweat cold sweat suddenly unsure about what he should answer her. This is a side of his which is rarely shown for others especially in front of her.

Minho:*nervous* I-I'm o-okay?
Y/n:*chuckle* Are you really okay?
Minho: I am.

She just strangely looking at him before she quickly taken by others. She sure is someone who is loved by others. Minho only chuckled deeply while looking at how she talked with others. Jeongin specially.

Staff: Recording will start in 10! Please get ready!

War of getting ready finally starting. Hands from here and there trying to grab their mics, stylists rush to their sides to touch up their make up or fixing their outfits. Their manager keep their time in track before leading the boys out to the stage for their pre-recording.

Y/n: Good luck boys!
Jeongin: Thank you!
Changbin:*wink* Since you are here, I'll be the best.
Y/n:*chuckle* Sure you will.

Chan: You look uncomfortable?
Minho: How am I supposed to be comfortable?
Chan: Bro, if you can't forget her than win her back.
Minho:*rolled eyes* Yeah sure. I'll just snap my fingers and done.

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Chan p.o.v

Today is already the third time y/n visits us in the music broadcast with tension between Jeongin and Minho, silly argument between the 00's of who is y/n's best bestest friend, and Changbin casually hyping them up from the side.

I like it that the kids seems more happier and energetic when y/n is here with us but I don't think I could handle the tension between Minho and Jeongin any longer. I can't even sit between them anymore. Their thick tension is killing me.

I pulled Minho to the side ignoring his groans and protests.

Minho:*annoyed* What is it hyung?
Chan: You need to choose Minho.
Minho:*frustrated* I can't hyung! If it' ha been that easy, I won't be sitting there glaring at her and Jeongin!
Chan: Then don't move on from her.
Minho: I wil hurt her more if I talk to her again.
Chan: You broke up because you hold too much secrets from her, confess everything. Don't try to hold anything back from her again.
Minho: I don't wanna hurt her anymore. She seems *sigh* happy.
Chan: Did she look as if she is genuinely happy?

He doesn't answer me any longer. He seems hesitant to answer. His eyes are locked with every movement she make. His eyes shows his honest emotions. It's a rare sight of him but I'm sure that he will think about the decision more seriously soon.

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Minho p.o.v

I'm gonna win her back. After tons of thinking by myself about the situation, like I said before, I can't stand seeing her being Jeongin's one. Even if Jeongin is one of my member that I cherish as my brother, I still can't give her to him that easily. I'm gonna talk to her everything today. Whatever the response she will give me later, I'll accept it. If in the end, she end up choosing Jeongin, I'll stand back. I'll give up on her. It would be hard, I know that. But I know better.

Minho:*hesitant* Y/n? Can we talk?
Y/n: Sure.

I guide her somewhere private which I know from Chan hyung. I stand there, rocking my feet back and forth, I'm more nervous than being on stage. Here goes nothing.

Minho: I'm sorry.
Y/n:*sigh* We have talk this through Minho.
Minho: I know we agreed on breaking up in a good way. But I can't let you go.
Y/n: You never even cherish me at the first place.
Minho: I did! It's just *sigh* I don't know how to. I'm terrible at expressing my feelings. *dark chuckle* I don't even know why the members could say that they know I care for them.

Silence. The silent is killing me slowly. I keep my gaze down. I can't bare seeing her face.

Y/n: What do you wanna tell me?
Minho: Can I win you back?
Y/n:*dumbfounded* Win me? Back?
Minho:*nod* It's stupid, but as I say before, I can't let you go. I wanna call you mine again. *hopeful* So, can I?
Y/n:*chuckle* You don't need to win me back. You already win me.
Minho:*dumbfounded* W-what?
Y/n: I still love you. *sad smile* It's hard for me to suggest that we broke up that time. The thoughts of asking if we could get back together again always there with me. But I'm just too scared to face you.
Minho: So, are we back together again?
Y/n: Only if you promise to not keep every to yourself. It pains me seeing how you kept your problems by yourself.
Minho:*smile* I promise I'll try harder. I promise to make sure you know how much I love you.

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Author p.o.v

Jeongin: Changbin hyung.
Changbin: Yeah?
Jeongin: Minho hyung, *hesitant* win, right?
Changbin:*sad smile* He did Innie. Sorry.
Jeongin:*shake his head* It's not your fault hyung. They are make for each other after all.
Changbin:*sad smile* I'm sure your time will come soon Innie.
Jeongin:*sigh* I know.