Nyixan sat on the rooftop of the hive, knees pulled to his chest as he watched the sun rise.
In most of his life he's heard the term quadrants. Mostly matespirt though, and it was growing annoying.
Menvra had told him being without a red quadrant is a great thing. He'd get to stay independent, not worry about being hurt, or hurting someone-
But than his mother would say it's spectacular to have another being love you. Knowing the person would be there for whatever time, to feel loved in some sort of way, and even filling some void.
This poor troll was confused. Angry and confused. Angry because he didn't know who to believe. So far, he was enjoying being single.
Until Uncle Hikaru talked about Lee. Than Nyixan would grow wistful and saddened.
Is love truly good? He didn't have a single clue for such an answer.
Several times he wanted to reach out and ask Kankri. That troll would know for sure. But with recent events, he'd rather not bring up the issue.
The seadweller sighed and fiddled with his lip ring, scowling slightly. His shoulders had slumped a little.
Poor thing was doubtful he could even accomplish such a quadrant, before realising he sound like an Ampora.
"Cod dammit..."
