Bio for 2019 - 2023 (finished)

*Shouts*

I'm so fed up with everything I stuck on my stories and no one helps, no matter how much I bloody ask for help. I help people out whenever they ask even if it's late at night, I help them but whenever I ask for them to help nothing like really! it's not the first time I've asked for help but I end up helping them then, of course, I don't know forget or just don't care then after a long time of not writing eventually something comes to me but it will happen a lot quicker if someone helps but they don't so annoying I'm getting really fed up with this it happens too much and every time I get stressed, hurt and upset but whatever I just need to stop asking for help and just get on with it myself. 

I'm trying to train Demon but luna keeps getting in the way, trying to get my attention. he also chewed through his lead, trying to get him to tell me when he needs out but he doesn't plus doesn't help the other two don't tell me either. Queenie is playing up as well which isn't helping either.

And then there is kat who will watch him do something or take something she doesn't get up she goes "Demon stop!" then it does "Lisa he has whatever" I have to get up and take it off him then when I asked her to do something she says those words that piss me off so much " not my dog" 

Really kat! queenie isn't my dog and I have to deal with her all the time even when she is here. she wants your attention, not mine! all I need is for you to help me, take care of him for a few hours so I can write or just relax for a little bit. 

I need to buy Demon a new lead for training which I will have to buy this month cause he chewed off the last one the little s**t. I get up early to let him out and feed him sometimes it's before 6 am or just after 6 am if I'm lucky it might be after 7 am. 

I don't sleep ever well because of my Ptsd and anxiety. Everything is just so *Screams* 

Well that's it so yeah *Sights*