Bio for 2019 - 2023 (finished)

Idk

The video is bts - Black swan. it's an amazing song, dancing and video it's all so amazing.

Alright so Here goes, A lot has been going on out there in America far away from me but yea, not 100% sure what happened cause I don't watch the news ever often it can set my anxiety off so yeah but I know it was about colour which I thought was over like years ago but partly not because it is still happening which is bull-like really bull, to me life matters not colour or race nothing like that should matter because everyone is the same in the inside we all have a beating heart, blood, veins and bones everything is the same but we are only different on the outside and everyone is different, different eyes, ears, mouth and hair, that's what makes us individuals but why does it always have to be about colour or race .. those things aren't important, you should never look at someone and judge them just for looking the way that they do, they should get to know the person, see how amazing they are. That's what I think so before you do or say anything to anyone remember their lives matter too. 

On to me know I guess... 

The council is hoping to get into the house soon and make sure everything is up to scratch and works then I guess me and kat can go see it and move in not really sure but I think that's what will happen. It feels so real which means I'm nervous, excited, freaking out and sad but happy and looking forward to it as well, so mixed really mixed emotions and stressing about it as well but wish we had a bit more money put away but it'll be fine, we will work something out and we will pull through and have a nice home, not a house a home, two sisters living together without parents, I'm sure we will be ok, we will work together and support each other which we do anyways the support part not the work together part lol. I'm glad I'm moving out with kat, I know all her annoying habits, what she likes is mostly what I Iike as well, she is worried about me being in the house myself a lot but I have a lot of DVDs to watch and internet cause I'm not moving my bed until I have internet but it will take us a while to move out anyways we have a lot of stuff to move lol me and kat plus we will need to get stuff as well. 

What else ... guess everything else is nothing, I had a weird dream about a guy. I had a dream about Rebecca. I have been going throw some of my stuff and getting rid of some of the stuff like old books, old notebooks, stuff I don't need anymore.

What else ..... I miss beau, he needs to get his ass on here so we can talk and catch up before I go crazy lol I miss my bestie :( but nothing I can do about it but wait, let's hope it is soon.

                                Well that's all I can say so yeah later all