Bio for 2019 - 2023 (finished)

R.I.P Jen

This is my beautiful girl Jen, she was blind in one eye, took fits and was a lot lot older than they said she was but I didn't care this girl loved getting clapped, hugs and she loved to smile and just like me she loved her sleep, she stuck her tongue out a lot which made me go hi cheeky put your tongue away so cheeky she would leave her tongue out for like 20 minutes.  She never jumped up which I like, she was calm unless you had to put her in the car, she didn't like walking far and she never moved out of your way you had to go around her. She Is gone now, her liver was failing and she was close to death, she had to be put down, kat took her to the vet because her back end went ( that happened before but painkiller helped) but they took blood and a scan but it was more than that a lot more. I didn't get to say goodbye or that I loved her but kat did it for me. The vet did ask if I wanted her to come home to say goodbye but I know if kat brought her home there was no way I would let her go so she was put down on Thursday the 20th of Jan and my birthday is coming up soon which Jen will miss I've been doing nothing but crying cause I love her so much and miss her. I still forget she's gone, I wait by the door waiting for her to come in but she can't, I drip over a shoe and think it's her or if I open the door and it gets stuck I think it's Jen but it's not and Queenie isn't helping she has learned to bark like Jen so she does it in the morning and I think it's Jen which also means Jen got blamed for barking when she was here when it wasn't her it must have been queenie the little madam. I don't like not having her here with me. R.I.P my beautiful old girl love you. 

The first picture of Jen, when I first got her 

I have two dogs left but Queenie is kat's dog and Luna is both of ours. Jen was the first dog I had that was mine and only mine even though everyone loves her, she was my dog. She was such a good, funny dog and she is missed so much.