union j fanfic: love or games?

part three

I left liv as I turned up my street and she continued walking. It was nearing half ten and my mum was already home.

"hi mum" i said, opening the front door.

"hiya love, where've you been?" she asked as i walked through into the living room.

"been over jaymi and olly's with liv" i smiled, sitting down next to her.

"ah right, do you know where your sister is? i was surprised to come home to an empty house" mum said.

"yeah she went over dads" i replied.

"okay love, so how was school?" she asked.

"fab mum" i replied sarcastically, walking out of the room and heading up the stairs.

I slouched onto my bed and turned my laptop on, my laptop background is of One Direction. I love them boys to bits, they are so talented and inspirational.

I logged onto my facebook and scrolled through my news feed, i saw a status about online shopping for clothes and remembered that mum had promised to buy me a few things for summer as i had literally no clothes.

After about 20 minutes of looking on urban outfitters the only thing i'd found was a thin cropped top with a floral pattern on. After adding it to the basket i decided it was time to get some sleep, my eyes were getting heavier and heavier.

After throwing my hair up into a bun, I turned my laptop off, placed it at the bottom of my bed, slipped into my baggy top and pj shorts and cuddled up into bed. Before bed i constantly thought about perfect relationships, about how we'd go on long walks and have movie days in. The boy was always Harry Styles though, he was gorgeous.

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7.00am..

*you're insecure, dont know what for*

"because im so damn ugly" i thought to myself as i turned off my alarm which was blaring from under my pillow. It was like death getting up this time in the morning.

I dragged myself out of bed and into the bathroom. My hair which was put up in a bun the night before had fallen out, my hair looked like i'd been electrecuted several times, and my face was covered in smudged makeup which id forgotten to wipe off.

I washed my face and stared back into the mirror. I hated having brown eyes, i'd always wanted blue. I brushed my hair getting all the knots out and took two bobby pins and pinned my fringe back. I brushed my teeth quickly and applied a small amount of makeup. 

Walking back into my bedroom, i slipped into my black tights and skirt, put on my white blouse and put my black cardigan on after fastening my tie around my neck.

(1) new text message

joshy cuthbert: Hey jess, where are you? We're at the bottom of the street waiting for you!! Hurry Xx

Being late as always, i grabbed my school bag and ran down the stairs almost falling over.

"Dont you want breakfast?" my mum shouted.

"No time" I replied, closing the front door after me.

I ran down the street looking like a complete weirdo. I finally reached Jaymi, Josh and Olivia who were waiting for me.

"Jess where have you been for god sake?" liv shouted.

"im so sorry" i panted.

"always late arent you" jaymi laughed, playfully punching me in my arm.