Boris Pavlikovsky X non-binary AFAB reader
(Afab = Assigned female at birth)
"Maybe 'us' exists in a different life"
"I wish 'us' could've existed in this life.."
Y/n lost their parents two years ago and after living with abusive foster families the...
About an hour after I got home from school I decided to start getting ready since the boys would be here in about two hours. I put on my favorite playlist with more hype songs as I decided that I should shower before the party. I got out of the shower and decided that I would pregame a little while getting ready so I went downstairs and grabbed a beer from the fridge. I got back up and did a line of coke.
I started doing my makeup as I was vibing and singing along to the songs playing.
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I did more makeup then I usually wear but not anything dramatic. I decided to just leave my hair down and started thinking about what I should wear.
I stood in my closet with my beer in my hand looking around at what I could wear. "Uughh!! I can't find anything that I want to wear! I don't even know what style I'm going for!" I yelled out when suddenly, 'Into it' by Chase Atlantic started playing and you instantly knew. You decided that you were going to wear something kinda slutty, cause why not? It's a high school party, all the girls are probably going to be wearing something kinda slutty. So I decided to wear this outfit
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Minus the bag cause I would most likely just put my phone in my bra.
It was unusual for me to dress like like this, or well not exactly. I have always oversexualized myself whenever I start to feel worse mentally, worse then I normally do. It always starts off with wearing slightly revealing clothes and then it gets more revealing. At one point that wasn't enough for me, so I created an instagram account simply for posting revealing photos of me. I quickly gained followers and continued to post.
{Time skip}
I was downstairs in the kitchen drinking another beer, listening to music and dancing around while somewhat trying to clean. I had earlier told the boys that my door would be unlocked and they could just walk right in when they got here and that's exactly what they did. I didn't even notice them for a good like five minutes. As I continued to dance around I suddenly turned towards the arch to the hallway and let out a small scream "Oyaa! You guys scared the shit out of me! How long have you been here??" I said as I turned down the music Theo looked at his watch and said "Uhm, like five minutes or so?" And that's when I realized that I had been bending over picking stuff up and setting stuff in drawers and I had a short skirt on- When I bend over with this skirt you can see EVERYTHING!! Gosh I'm glad that I'm wearing hot underwear at least.
"Oh- uhm- well shall we go?" I said with a nervous laugh as I saw Boris leaning against the arch smirking at me.
