─𝑯𝑰𝑫𝑫𝑬𝑵─ Lee Felix [Straykids]

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After the van comes to pick us up, we arrive at the hall. They insist that I sing with them.

The lights go up, the room is completely silent. It scares me a little but I go for it. I dance and sing the parts in English.

Once the music stops, we applaud each other. It is time to go to eat.

I settle in my place.

Bang Chan - You have really done well

- Is it true?

Minho - Honestly you could even sing with us

I'm glad they think so. After all, I worked like crazy to get to the top of the academy.

- I don't know if I would dare and especially if the others wouldn't like it

I.N - Don't worry about the others

- Easy to say

I.N - It's true...

I go for a walk in the parking lot with Felix. We walk a few moments before sitting down on a rock.

- So, what did you talk about earlier with Bang Chan?

Felix - You know, I have a choice to make and no matter what I do, I'll suffer

- But there is always a solution to the problem

Felix - You're right, but right now I can't think of one

- No matter what your choices are, try to be as happy as possible, otherwise it will break my heart

He turns his head to look at me. And I kiss his cheek. He makes big eyes and then answers my smile.

- Do what you feel like doing right now, and then we'll see

Felix - If I have to take your advice, I have something to tell you

He hasn't finished his sentence when my phone rings. It's Louis.

Louis - Sofia? Your flight has been moved up, you have to come back now if you don't want to be late

- I'll tell the others and I'll be right there, thank you.

Felix - What's going on?

- Louis told me that my flight has been moved up, we have to leave

Felix - Let's go then

- Yes, what did you want to tell me?

Felix - It can wait, come on

I take one last look at the auditorium. Maybe the next time I see it, it will be full for them.

I don't eat with them tonight, still though I packed my suitcase the night before. No sooner do I arrive than a car is waiting to take me to the airport.

I hug everyone before leaving. I'm glad it's just a goodbye. I walk towards Felix.

Felix - There's no need, I'll come with you

The others are surprised, it was not planned but I do not say no. We set off. Minho didn't have time to talk to me but now I know how I feel deep down. I look at Felix who is next to me in the car.

Yes, now I'm sure.

I love him.