Dani's POV
"No, Berry... I don't think it's a good idea..." I heard San from the living room. She was on the phone with Rachel while I laid awake in bed. I've been awake for about two hours now, I just couldn't get myself out of bed.
"Not good..." I heard her saying. "I don't think she will talk to you.." she sighed. They are talking about me. "She isn't talking to me either.... Hang on, I'll ask her maybe she will change her mind." She spoke before I heard footsteps toward the bedroom.
I wasn't ready to face San yet, not now. Out of panic I just closed my eyes and pretended to be sleeping. I heard the door getting opened and then closed again after a few seconds and just then I opened my eyes.
"She's still asleep." I heard San saying to the phone. "Sure, I'll talk to you later, bye."
I didn't mean to be rude to San yesterday and not talk to her, but it was all too much. I felt so ashamed, her seeing me like that... It was so embarrassing, her trying to make me eat yesterday. I don't think she ever saw me like that, she must be so disgusted or even scared.
"Babe," I heard her saying when the door opened. I quickly closed my eyes since I'm supposed to be 'sleeping'. "I know you're awake." she said approaching me.
I knew it will be useless to keep pretending now, so I just opened my eyes not wanting to meet with her gaze. "Did you sleep well?" She asked and I only nodded in response. "That's good." She said with a small smile on her face. "Mind if I join you? I missed you."
I finally looked at her. She gave me the most adorable puppy face ever making me release a small smile. I nodded slightly before scooting left to make her room. She smiled back and jumped in bed covering herself with the duvet. I felt her arms being wrapped around me and my body being pulled over toward her, till our bodies were pinned to each other's.
"I missed you so much baby." She whispered snuggling into my neck. I nodded to let her know I missed her too. "Why won't you talk to me beautiful?"
I didn't answer. I couldn't answer. I didn't know what to answer. I don't know why, I just can't.
"Is it just too much?" She asked after I didn't answer her. I nodded and she hugged me tighter. "That's okay," she whispered, "When you're ready. But just for you to know, I'm dying to hear your sweet voice." I nodded again to her words.
I missed her so much and now when we're finally together I'm not even able to say a word. I turned around in her arms so we weren't spooning anymore, I was facing her and my face was stuck in her chest. She caressed my back and I breathed in her sweet scent I missed so much.
"Can I kiss you?" She asked in the most adorable and innocent way. I knew she was just scared to hurt me or to make me feel uncomfortable. I looked up at her and nodded, then I closed my eyes and let my lips crash on hers. I missed those lips, I missed her touch.
She deepened the kiss by pulling me even closer and I felt her tongue fighting my lips, begging for entrance. I opened my mouth slightly, giving her tongue what it's needed and as soon as our tongues met a small moan escaped my lips. I missed this so freaking much. I felt her hands starting to go down my back and onto my ass but I soon pushed them away. I knew it was out of reflex and she soon got the clue and kept her hands on my back only.
We pulled away when air became needed, we both panting for air. "I'm sorry." She breathed out heavily. "I didn't mean to-" I made her to shut up with a kiss to show her it's alright. She smiled at me and I smiled back.
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Santana's POV
I sat alone in the kitchen table reading some papers Dani's nurse gave me yesterday. I'm trying to figure out how to make today's dinner less horrible than yesterday's.
