Trigger Warning a lot of arguingggg
Felix felt heartbroken hearing that. What the fuck!
Hyunjin looked confused, "What's wrong? Felix-". He didn't stop to listen, Felix got up and stormed off. Ignoring Hyunjin's calls to come back.
He walked to Changbins house, deep in thought. It already felt like Seungmin was taking my best friend, but now my crush too! How the fuck was that fair. Felix could feel his face flushing with anger, "It isn't fair!"
Changbin suddenly heard rapid knocking on his door, it startled him so bad he spilled his drink. Seungmin looked confused too, "You invited someone over?"
The other boy shook his head, "No, I don't think so". Seungmin got up and headed to the kitchen, "Don't worry about that, I'll clean it up"
Changbin smiled thankfully before heading to the door. Clearly something was going on if someone was knocking like that. He ran to the door and threw it open.
"Felix?" Changbin asked confused. Felix looked upset, "We need to talk" he said briskly.
"About?" Changbin pressed. This wasn't like Felix.
"Hyunjin likes Seungmin". Felix told him, even just saying the words was difficult. It felt like acid on his tongue, and sent a pang to his heart.
Changbin looked surprised. "He does?". Felix nodded solemnly.
"It was kinda obvious. The way they act around each other, how he talks about him, the signs were clear, I guess I just didn't piece it together" Changbin whispered.
"I'm surprised you didn't know" Felix huffed
"What does that mean?" Changbin asked upset. Felix was clearly alluding to something with that.
"Well you're always around Seungmin all the time. Helping him and stuff. I just though't you'd know something like that" Felix responded briskly.
"Well I could say the same for you y'know!" Changbin shot back. "You're always with Hyunjin these days." Technically, Felix wasn't wrong. He did know Seungmin liked Hyunjin, just not the other way around. And either way it wasn't his place to tell Felix that.
"I'm not!" Felix yelled back
"You are! But when I hang out with Seugnmin it's a problem". Changbin could feel himself getting upset along with Felix.
"I didn't say it was a problem!" He shouted back.
"Well you're acting like it is!" Changbin yelled. "And it wasn't like Hyunjin was hiding his feelings or anything. You're acting like I kept some big secret from you, anyone with eyes could see he had a crush on Seungmin. You're so oblivious sometimes, Felix"
Felix ignored that barb and replied with his own, "I only came over here to talk about it because you know how I feel about Hyunjin, and now you're yelling at me like I'm the bad guy! "
"I'm not yelling at you because you came to talk, I'm yelling because you're making it seem like I replaced you with Seungmin!"
"It feels that way sometimes!" Felix could feel tears welling in his eyes. "I just feel like you spend more time with him then me lately! Don't say you haven't! If you like him more than me just say that!"
"I don't like him more than you. We're only even friends because you introduced us. And I feel the same way about you. You're always busy helping other people that don't give a shit about you instead of hanging out with the people who do! It's like I'm an afterthought or something!" Changbin screamed.
Felix was stunned for a second. Changbin had never let him know how he felt about any of that.
"You never told me you felt that way" Felix said quietly.
"Because I was scared! I was scared of hurting you or something. But now you want to come over here and get mad at Seungmin for something that wasn't his fault and get mad at me for a feeling I've been having to deal with for years!" Changbin screamed.
"I'm not blaming him or you!" Felix responded. Even though he knew that was a lie, because he definitely felt some of that was Seungmin's fault, at least until now.
"I only came here to talk. I never said anything was Seungmin's fault! That was all you! And I didn't know you felt that way"
Changbin rolled his eyes, "Of course you didn't know because you never pay attention to how I feel! But you want me to pay attention to you all the time, meanwhile I'm stuck waiting for hours for you to show up because you're running around with a bunch of other people! You're a hypocrite!"
Suddenly, Seungmin rounded the corner. He looked confused, "What's going on? Why are we yelling?"
Felix looked away and Changbin sighed. "Well? We might as well tell him." Felix nodded.
"I talked to Hyunjin earlier and he told me something. Something I didn't really like. So I came over here to talk to Changbin about it but we got into an argument" Felix told him.
"You started an argument" Changbin whispered annoyed. Seungmin wasn't any less confused then before, "Oookay. What did Hyunjin tell you that made you upset?"
"Hyunjin..Hyunjin likes you" Felix choked out.
Seungmin was floored by this. He felt his heart start racing, and he almost passed out from shock. "He does?" he asked.
Felix nodded solemnly, "He told me".
There were so many feelings go through his head right now. He really didn't know how to feel.
"And you two were arguing about that?" he asked quietly.Changbin nodded, "Well..kinda"
"I just don't get it! First it feels like you were taking Changbin, and now you're talking Hyunjin! What's so great about you!" Felix snapped
That caught Seungmin off guard.
Changbin frowned, "Felix you can be upset, but you can't be mad at Seungmin!" Changbin said raising his voice
That's when Felix had enough, "You know what? Fuck you! You're a fucking asshole! I just wanted to talk! But of course you take his side" Felix cried
"You're blaming him for no reason! You're the asshole!" Changbin replied.
Felix didn't want to hear it. He turned and stormed out, tears streaming down his face.
Seungmin looked down. "I'm sorry..for all of this". Changbin placed his hand on Seungmin's shoulder, "This isn't your fault" He told him comfortingly.
Seungmin shrugged, "Sure feels that way". Changbin shook his head, "Felix is just upset. He's not thinking right. Ignore him" Changbin told him.
"Are you gonna be okay?" Seungmin asked, "You seem upset too"
Changbin let out another sigh. "Yeah, I'm gonna go take a walk. I'll be back."
With that, Changbin left the house. Leaving Seungmin to sit behind himself in silence, wondering just what the hell had just happened.
Again im sorry for the next chapter
-Nebe
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