One-Sided Love ||Changlix|| ✔️

32

Friday

Felix and Seungmin sat down together for lunch Changbin and Hyunjin couldn't make it, Changbin had a job interview and Hyunjin was getting started on his project making the floor plan for his design.

"I did something bad yesterday" felix frowned he held so much guilt he needed to tell someone. He needed advice on what to do with it.

"What did you do?" Seungmin frowned, "I went through Changbins phone without his permission and I read through his messages and I don't know what I was thinking. I felt awful then I hid it but I know I did something wrong. I just don't know what to do. I don't even know why I did it!" Felix frowned

"You don't know why you went through his phone?" Seungmin asked, confused, "I don't get why i had the impulse and went along with it and invaded his privacy. Why do I keep being a bad friend!" Felix whined

Seungmin put his chips down and sat up, "well can i hear why you had the impulse?" Felix sighed, "Changbin is going on a date tomorrow" Felix started Seungmin snorted, "how did Changbin get a date?" Seungmin smiled Felix frowned

"He's a great guy! He could get someone easily!" Felix defended, "Calm down im not saying hes not it's just he only hangs out with us when did this happen?" Seungmin asked going back to eating his chips

"Ask you boyfriend! He set them up!" Felix pointed out

"Oh then I'm sure it will turn out fine Hyunjins friends are nice!" Seungmin smiled, "But let's get back to what you did. I would tell him what you did before he finds out himself and apologize explain why you did it" Seungmin

"I don't even know why I did it. I just got in my head and I did it" Felix frowned

"Can you tell me what your head was saying?" Seungmin asked with a worry expression

"That if Changbin gets a boyfriend then our friendship will change" Felix said in a low voice

"Ok hey I highly doubt that changbin will let your friendship change. He cares about you a lot you know he won't replace you we went over this" Seungmin ruffling his hair

"But what if the boyfriend doesnt want me and Changbin to cuddle or nap together or for me to be clingy with him! I don't want that!" Felix said and shoved his face into his arms laying down on the table

"Talk to Changbin about it please. I'm not Changbin. I don't know how he thinks but I don't think he would make you feel like everything is ending because he's going on a date. You should be there to support him. You want him to be on the date right?" Seungmin asked

"I mean yeah I just don't know I have to gut feeling something is seriously off!" Felix said

"Ok can I ask you a question about if Changbin get a boyfriend?" Seungmin asked Felix nodded looking up at him

"So if Changbin does date this guy and they get together. How would you feel if you saw them cuddle and sleeping together, eating together, watching movies. But you and Changbin still got to do what you guys always do. How would you feel?" Seungmin asked

Felix paused for a while and thought about it. It just seems so weird he hasn't been in one for so long I'd be happy for him but I hate to say this but I don't want him to date someone. Gosh I'm selfish aren't I?

"Felix" Seungmin called out. Felix let out a shaky breath, "I don't want Changbin to go on a date with someone. But that's awful to say because he deserves it he deserves to be happy. But I don't wanna lose him" Felix said tearing up

"Ok like I said talk to him please if you don't it won't end well you will be hurting yourself and Changbin" Seungmin said holding his hand

"Ok I will today but I can't tell him to not go on the date he seems happy about it I don't wanna ruin it for him" Felix said picking at his food

I have a feeling he's jealous but it's hard to tell with Felix  Seungmin thought in the back of his head.

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