The run that never happened

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Sunlight reflects off the raindrops slipping down my cheeks.

My eyes are puffy and cheeks red from the icy air.

My hair is a mess as wind rushes through it.

My breaths come out short and desperate when I reach the end of my run.

Only it's not raining.

The weather isn't cold.

It's not windy enough to mess up my hair.

I'm not outside.

The sun isn't up.

The blankets keep me warm.

And I choke on my sobs as I try to keep quiet

Imagining I'm not breaking down

Like I've already done this morning.

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9/18/2022

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