Thoughts Stored Inside

Inspired by a Crush

I sit here, you come to mind
I lose myself, but I don't mind
You make me smile, when you never try
You caught my eye, before we even said "Hi."

I don't know why, or how you're doing this
Hell I don't even know, what this is
I can't explain, how I feel
When you're around, my mind becomes a battlefield

Protect myself, is my only rule
Keep myself safe, that's what I do
Can I do that, if I tell you
I really don't know, what to do

Do I say how, I really feel
Do I say what, you wanna hear
Do I say what, you need to know
Do I leave now, before you can even go

When your around, you're all I see
Where you are, is where I wanna be
To hold you, is all I wanna do
To love you, would be a dream come true

My thoughts, they rebuke me
While my heart, that refutes me
My brain, it tries to spare me
And me, I just can't stop caring