Thoughts Stored Inside

Reason to Fall Apart

Is it right that I feel pain?

I've done nothing but love.

Even on days I can't go on.

I put on a smile and carry on.

What for?

Why even bother?

Maybe I was meant for pain.

Give out love, but never recieve.

I'm finished with the facade.

The mask is coming off.

No more smiles.

No more always being there.

I'm taking it off.

But I'm addicted to your love.

I find it hard to let you go.

Time feels like it's moving so slow.

Leaving me feeling so low.

Can my heart withstand one more blow?

I honestly don't think so.

I wish it were all just a dream.

A nightmare that seemed like it were real.

That I could wake up and just be free.

Free of all pain.

That would be wishful thinking,

For I have no such luck.

Maybe I should leave it behind.

Though when I try,

It works it's way back in.

Well prehaps then it should stay.

Does it matter to you eiter way?

You really don't seem to care.

"What's it matter about him?"

That's what you seem to think.

If it's true then why am I here?

Why do you pretend to care?

Why was I given the key,

If you only meant to take it away?

Left feeling empty in my heart.

Was it a game all along?

Here you say I have no reason to fall apart.

Well I have every reason in the world.

That reason is you...