Thoughts Stored Inside

Is this Goodbye?

How can this be?

Why do I love you so?

Can you explain this to me?

Why do we do what we do?

Why are you with him if you love me?

Is there something I missed?

Something that went unnoticed?

Something that only I didn't see?

You said you'd never let go,

Yet here we are.

I'm all alone,

And your out with him.

Why do you do it?

Are you playing with my head?

Have you truly moved on?

Do you no longer love me?

Should I just leave?

Pretend like we didn't meet?

Is that how it has to be?

Why the sudden change?

What happened between us?

Was something not right?

Do you have the answers?

How can you love us both?

You know what we've been through.

Does it mean nothing to you?

Who was always there,

When you needed to talk?

Who was there to listen?

Needed somewhere to cry?

Ask my tear soaked sweaters.

When you needed a hug,

Whose arms wrapped you in warm embrace?

Yet still you choose him over me?

Why?

Is there something I can't do?

Am I no longer good enough for you?

If so, will he love you like I?

Will he clearly let you know?

Tell you everyday?

Tuck you in with a goodnight?

What happened to forever?

Are you ready to let it go?

If you are,

Just say so.

I'll try my best,

To leave you alone.

Let me at least know,

Is this goodbye?