I'm back but not for you anymore (completed)

Chapter 9 : She still love him

-Sorry for the grammar and spelling

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One week later nakasalubong namin ni Mike si John sa campus.

"Good morning." I said with a smile.

Pero naglakad lang siya ng tuloy tuloy kaya naiisip ko vaka 'di lang niya ko narinig.

May kumalabit sakin mula sa likod at sinabing "Good Morning."

"Good Morning Lizzy." I said

"Can we hang out later?" She said while smiling.

I look at Mike then he said "Sige lang you need to make new friends for you to be comfortabe here."

I smile at him and said to Lizzy "After Class."

She smile and said "Okay." then left.

Then After Class we hang out and talked to each other then she start the conversation with "Wala ka na ba talagang feelings kay John?

Without Hesitation I replied "How many times do I need to tell you that I already have Mike and he's all I need."

"So matutulungan mo ba ko?" She said

"For what?" I said

"Kasi mula nung nalaman mo na ginamit ka lang ni John hindi na niya ko kinakausap and I hate this feeling because I still love him." She said with a sad expression.

"But .. "

"You are my friend right?" She said

"Yes but there nothing I can do." I said

"Meron kang magagawa dahil ikaw ang naging rason kung bakit siya nanlamig sa akin." She said it with high voice

Nainis ako sa narinig ko kaya bigla ko na lang nasabi na "Wait! Sinasabi mo ba sa akin na ako yung mali and ako ang rason kung bakit kayo hindi nag-uusap?"

Hindi siya nagsasalita kaya pinagpatuloy ko lang ang sinasabi ko "I thought you are my friend but why are you doing this to me? Walang akong ginagawang masama. Baka lang hindi mo alam kayo ni John ang naging dahilan kaya naging miserable ang buhay ko at ngayon sinisabi mo sa akin na ako ang dahilan kung bakit ganyan yung nangyayari sainyong dalawa ni John?

Pinagpatuloy ko parin ang pagsasalita ko dahil 'di ko mapigilan ang sarili ko " Sorry but I'm not the past Mandy, I'm already different. I can forgive you if you really want. I can be good to you if you are good to me but if you do or said something that can hurt my feelings I'm going to face you because as I say I'm not the old Mandy na tatakbo na lang if she found out something and if she feel hurts.

Biglang may tumawag sa phone ko kaya tinigil ko muna yung sinasabi ko.

"Where are you?"

"Why Mom?" I said

" May nangyayari ba saiyo? Bakit ganyan ang boses mo?" My mom said

"Wala lang po ito Mom." I said

"Sure?" She said

"Yes Mom" I said

"I love you." She said

"I love you too Mom." I said

We hung up the phone and hindi ko natanong kung bakit siya tumatawag.

Biglang nagsalita sa Lizzy at sinabing "Sorry."

She continued "Sorry because hindi ko na consider yung feeling mo and I know that I'm the one who is wrong because I'm the reason kung bakit ka nasaktan noon, sorry. I just really love John and gusto ko na magkabalikan kami but I can't do anything because he don't love me anymore. You're the one he love. He love you for a long time so I thought you can help me at alam ko na makikinig siya saiyo because as I said He still love you. Yes I'm your friend hindi ko lang mapigilan ko yung naramdaman ko feeling ko kasi ayaw mo ko tulungan dahil may feelings ka pa sa kanya." She said with a low voice.

"Hey Lizzy! Can't you hear what I'm saying I just tell you that I don't have any feelings for him anymore and it's not true that He love me because simula pa lamang hindi na niya ko minahal kahit kaunti kaya nga niyang nagawang paglaruan yung puso ko.

Bigla nalang siya umiyak siguro nakunsensiya sa sinabi niya o sa ginawa nila.

I pet her hair while smiling and said "Lizzy you are my friend kahit na wala pa kong masyadong alam tungkol saiyo. May isang bagay lang ako na sigurado and ayun yung pagmamahal mo kay John so I will help you with all I have."

She said "Hindi mo na kailangan gawin yun. Ayoko na gumitna kapa sa pagitan namin ni John dahil ayokong masaktan ka pa because you are my friend."

"Hindi ako masasaktan kasi tutulungan ko ang kaibigan ko at wala nang mas sasaya pa run." I said

She smile and said " Really?."

I also smile at her and said "Yes."

Nasa bahay na ko pero nag-iisip parin ako kung ano ang dapat kong gawin and tinatanong ko sa sarili kung kaya ko ba talaga yung gustong mangyari ni Lizzy.