!mentions of miscarriage and infertility!I open my tired eyes when I feel small kisses being placed all over my face.
"Good afternoon, angel." A deep voice greets while continuing the frenzy of butterfly kisses.
I smile at Silas and see him caging me under him while I'm laying down. "Afternoon? What time is it?" My voice sounds hoarse from how vocal I was last night.
He stops his attack on my face and just plops his head down on my chest, listening to my heartbeat. "Just past five" he simply says.
I rake my hands through his hair, watching my hands disappear under the black locks. "Why are you waking me up then?" I ask softly.
"Well, if you must know. You have a date to go to, with a couple of guys in about an hour." Silas hops off me and stands next to his bed before looking at his wrist and checking the time on his invisible watch.
My eyes brighten up at his statement. "Well, then I guess I should get ready for this date, so I'm not keeping them waiting." I shrug off the covers and start to get out of bed before I'm pushed back down.
"Hey, slow down Lightening McQueen. I can't have you passing out already, we haven't even gotten ice cream." He says jokingly but I know he's serious.
I appreciate the gesture because I do feel a bit dizzy and I'm just sitting up. "Thanks." I softly thank him.
He gives me a charming smile in return. "Slowly, get up slowly." He drags out his words, emphasizing the order.
I start to stand on my weak legs while holding Silas's hand.
The first thing I notice is the faint soreness in between my legs and my face scrunches up. "What's wrong, sweetheart?" He asks with concern written on his face.
"I feel like I got rug burn on my privates," I whisper to him. Even though none of them would care if I used blunt language, it still didn't feel right.
Silas bites his lip to cover his laughter but he couldn't help but break into a fit of chuckles. "S-sorry, I'm sorry... good word choice angel." He laughed.
After a minute of me glaring at him while waiting for him to stop laughing, he finally looks at me. "Okay, okay, I'm done. Yes, that's expected, we did stretch you out a bit. However, I imagine how much pain you'll be in after you get the real deal." Silas smirks as he looks me up and down in my nearly naked state.
My mouth fell open and my eyes widened at his straightforwardness. "Bath... A b-bath." I remind him, trying to change the topic.
He nods and gives me a teasing smile. "Welp let's get you scrubadubdub'in." Silas jokes before taking my hand and leading me to the bathroom to get the bath started.
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"Are we almost there yet?" I groan for the hundredth time.
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Heartsick Desires
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