My heart is beating too fast, almost leaped out of my chest. My stomach twisted in knots as I squirmed restlessly on the spot. I felt weightless, and a weird feeling encompassed my body. But I notice it was not fear that controls me but longing. A longing to look at him, a longing to be near him and a longing to be with him. Longing was something that was foreign to me for many years. I don't need anything and I'm not needed for anyone. But now I feel all that changes after I saw him here. There's something in him that attracts me to him. Something that pulls me to him even though my only wish is to be far from him. No one has ever looked at me the way he looks at me just now. And when he spoke, it was truly a meltdown.
You smell like me
I smile to myself knowing that was the first sincere word he ever spoken to me. And also when he said "I do" . I hope that was sincere though from his heart. Or maybe it could be by force?
Whatever!
I quickly change into my black knee length dress and tie up my hair into a bun. I look at myself in the mirror and I'm still looking flustered. I step out of his room and walk downstairs when my phone starts to sing.
Either it would be Mum or Dad. That's all I have in my life.
I reach for my phone and notice that it was none of the both.
But Gwyn. Opss!
How could I forget her? She's the biggest piece in my life. I quickly grab my phone and answers it before she loses her patience
"Hey", I said
"God,Peg. How are you? What are you doing? I miss you babe", She said
"Aww, as though we're separated for 10 years. You just saw me last night" I said
"But it feels like 10 years though" she sigh "I miss talking with you, Peg. Now that you're married and you have to look after Stephen. Everything is going to change, right?"
"It's Steve, not Stephen, dummy" I giggle. "Nothing has change, Gwyn. We will be the same till the end and I promise" I said. "You know what, I miss you even more. You're my best personal diary, that knows my in and out"
"Hey, stop it. You're making me cry" she sniffs.
"But it's the truth. I'm thanking to fate for you every single day"
"Hey, you better not change it. But right now I need to know something?" she said
"What was it?" I ask
"I need honesty in this since I'm your personal diary as you calls me"
"Okay now you're making me nervous. Just tell me all right"
"Okay. Did you lost your virginity last night?"
WHAT!!
I remain silent not knowing whether I heard her correctly or maybe my mind was too jumble up.
"Uh, sorry Gwyn. My line is not clear. What was it again?" I ask her again.
"Hey, are you still a virgin or did you lost it yesterday?"
Oh shit. So I heard it right.
"I can't believe you just ask that" I can feel my cheeks burning
"I know you for 26 years and you know that I have lost mine when I was 23. I told you everything and I'm expecting it from you too. So have you?"
"Oh Gywn!..." I bite my lips
"Please please please just tell me. I'm dying here" she ask without patience
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With You..Only You
RomancePeggy Carter, a young village girl decided to move out to city which she has zero experience, only for one purpose which is her marriage. Peggy's belief that every man is as same as her father changes as soon as she met her fiancé, Captain Roger, br...
