A Letter From Heaven (EXO Fanfic)

Chapter 1: "Why?"

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"I Love You" was the last word that I heard from him.

Ever since that accident happened I never had a chance to see him. Never. Some people told me that he's totally gone and that he's already with his new girlfriend right now.

But I don't want to believe them, I'll only believe it if he'll be the one to to tell me those stories, I know it would hurt so much, but at least he told me.

If that is true, I can't understand why he have to hide from me.

 Why? why can't he tell me the truth, why did he have to hide from me?

I'll try to understand him and If I really have to let him go, then I will. 

I love him and his happiness is my only wish, If he's happy with his new girlfriend then I will try to be happy for him and set him free, though it hurts. If that is the case. But no , the case is that I don't know where he is right now. 

And that rumor, it keeps on tearing my heart apart.

We never told each other about breaking up, and yet he left me here, like a puppy soaked in the rain.

It's been 2 years since that accident happen.. And yet, I'm still searching and hoping that he'll come back. And when that happens I just want to hug him tight and asked him certain whys..

Alone in my room , with nothing to do but stare at the picture of us in my wallet. Asking the picture why he left and where he is now. 

Like a fool, I know I wouldn't get any response , but as days passes by, I go crazy waiting and hoping that he'll come back.

"Kim Joon Myun !" why did you leave me" , I cried myself every night asking his picture the same question. I was all alone with no one to lean on but a bottle of soju beside me.

"You said you love me , but where are you right now? You coward ! Why can't you stay true to the words you uttered? Yah ! Kim Joon Myun ! I am such a fool for loving no one but you ! You traitor , come back here, explain so that I may forgive you."

"All I need is your explanation , why can't you give me that? Why did you *sob have to *sob hide from me ?"

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Her mom's POV

She'd always scream and talk to the picture she have in her wallet, the thing that she treasured the most since it's all that has been left.

I pity my daughter for being like that since the accident. 

She'd always ask me why Joon Myun left her. I know this isn't right but I let her believe in a bunch of lies, I'm sorry Hyo Jin. But I want you to understand that I am just doing this for your own good.

Every time I see her, my heart feels like breaking. I know how hurt she is and I am also aware that she's trying to hide it from us. 

She barely talks and would always give us a smile as her response. 

She's trying to cover her self up and tries her best to believe that she's okay -- that she's fine, but as her mother, I can still feel the pain she's hiding inside.

I miss the old her.

Ever since that accident, I never had the chance to see her sincere smile, never again. 

She doesn't want to go to school and would always prefer to be alone in her room. 

She wouldn't talk to her best friends and her face was still full of yearning . 

Whenever someone knocks from the door, she'd always run to get it but as usual,  she'd get the same hopeless response.

I know that it will be hard, and it will take a lot of time, but I still believe that someday she'll be able to smile like she did in the past. I will not lose hope.

Third Person's POV

"I hate you Joon Myun.." 

  She cried as she threw the bottle of soju on the wall, causing it to break. 

And gazed at the tiny pieces of the broken glass of soju ,  then later used it to press against her skin. 

She watched her wrist as blood gushed out of it.

"You promised that you'll stay here by myside.."

"You promised."

"You promised that you'll be here but where are you when I needed you the most?.."

"Why did I even fall in love with you in the first place?"

She winced at the pain as she watched the blood gushing out of her skin. 

Soon , the pain was replaced by numbness. 

She looked at the blood continuing to gush out of her skin , she smiled. 

She pressed another pointed piece of the glass and this time it was deeper than usual. 

She repeated this until suddenly everything went blackout.

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