*Tara's POV*
We were on our way to the pet shop, when an interview with The Wanted was taking place on Capital FM. We both looked at eachother for a minute before Natalie turned it up, entrigued in what they were saying. Siva was talking at the minute, and I gripped the steering wheel tighter in anger, how could he just leave like that, no goodbye... nothing.
".....so Siva, who wrote your new song titled I Found You that comes out next month?" The interviewer asked.
It was about 3 days before he left, we were sat in my room writing songs. We wrote I Found You that very day, it is still in my song book at the house. I remember sitting on my bed, Siva with his guitar, singing along with not a care in the world, not thinking that it was going to be the last ever song I wrote with him. After I met Natalie, we told each other everything, even the secrets Siva does'nt know. Well he was'nt around to ask about them, he was too busy being 'famous'. It always upset me how he picked his fame and new friends over his family. He used to call me everyday when the band was first formed, then it became weeks and months untill eventually we stopped talking completely. To be honest, my life has been happier without him in it, I have become my own person, I can do my own things and not have to worry about what he will say, or wether he will approve. He does'nt know I live with his bandmates sister for god sake!
"Me and the lads wrote it while on tour. We were lounging one day, and that was the day Jay lost Tia. She turned up in the bath, and when Jay found her he started singing 'I Found You You You, I Found You' and that is where the idea behind the song I Found You came from." Siva replied with.
*Natalie's POV*
As soon as I heard Siva say that, I turned the radio off and just stared at Tara, I knew how much that song meant to her, it was the last song her and Siva wrote together. It was the last memory she holds with him, the last time they shared something special.
"Wait........ WHAT THE FUCK! SERIOUSLY! I CAN'T BELIEVE HE SAID THAT. AFTER ALL THAT THE SONG MEANT TO US BOTH, HE THROWS THAT AWAY FOR SOME COVER STORY. HE KNOWS FINE WELL THAT ME AND HIM WROTE IT TOGETHER.....it was the l-l-lastt so-o-ng w-e w-w-r-rote-e t-t-oge-ethe-e-er" Tara shouted but she had broken down into tears by the end.
She pulled the car into a parking space before breaking out into heart wrenching sobs. I instantly threw my arms around her shoulders and soothed her. I managed to calm her down, by agreeing to buy her a new candle. But deep down, I know she will never be able to fully get over what was said in the interview. What Siva said about her most treasured memory.
