*Tara's POV*
I knew as soon as Natalie had mentioned that she had to tell me something, that it would be bad. Like really bad.
None of us said anything for a good few minutes, and I couldn't take it anymore.
"Nat listen, I'm your best friend. You know you can talk to me about anything. We have been through everything together, no matter what you say, I will always stand by you. You can tell me absolutely anything and I will always be here for you, I will always support you, even if you make the worlds worst decision, I will always support you. Just please tell me, chummy please?"
"I'm really sorry. For everything, I shouldn't have left you, when you needed me the most, but I had so much going on, I was pregnant, and I was so far away from the father. I couldn't handle lying to everyone, especially you. We have always told eachother everything but I left out something rather huge when I left, as early as that. When I left I wasn't pregnant, I'm so sorry. But I knew it wasn't Jays and I couldn't handle that. And the doctor advised that I aborted it. I was so against it, but I knew it was better than losing you. I couldn't face losing you again, no matter what happens, I can't lose you, I'm so sorry, but I had to leave, I couldn't face staying here, telling everyone that I wasn't pregnant, and that the baby wasn't Jay's. I completely understand if you don't want to speak to me again, I'm so sorry. "
And then she just walked out. And I let her. I didn't know what to do...
*Natalie's POV*
As soon as I finished talking I ran out, I couldn't face seeing her reaction. Knowing she would just block me out of her after what I did.
I don't blame her, after what I did, everything that I put her through, I knew she would want nothing to do with me and that broke me.
She is my everything, she is that one person who never fails to make me smile, no matter how I'm feeling, and I don't know what I would do if I lost her, she is the only person who truly understands me and no matter what anybody says, she is my best friend, she is the one person who I call Chummy, and I mean it, but I know because of what I have done, that I have lost my best friend, the best thing to ever happen to me. And that, I can't cope with.
