*Tara's POV*
It's been a few weeks since everything happened and I'm slowly recovering. Nathan is still off with me and I'm slowly getting over the fact that me and him will never see eye to eye. I don't understand what his problem is. Maybe something happened before all of this that caused us to argue and all but I don't really know.
On the other hand, Jay has been an angel. Honestly I couldn't ask for better and I'm so happy I have him. He makes me feel complete and happy inside. From the little things he does like bring me tea everyday and get everything for me and I mean everything. I can't even lift a finger and it doesn't help that I'm still in hospital. Apparently more tests are being done to help my memory, eventhough nothing is wrong with it. I mean I know my name, and my boyfriend. What more is expected?
Things are slowly getting better and I don't want to ever be unhappy again. Jay just makes everything better, a bit like Tara would. Speaking of Tara she is being very strange with me. Like we used to spend all this time together, going to Nando's and to the cinema and just spending some quality time together as best friends. But that never happens anymore. I understand that it can't really happen while I'm in hospital but she could at least come and see me, but she doesn't even do that, whenever Siva comes and visits I always ask about Tara and I get the same response, 'she's fine' and I don't know if I can't take it anymore.
*Natalie's POV*
I can't take it anymore. It's so hard knowing I can't walk in there everyday and see her. I know I should. But I can't act the same around her knowing she is treating Jay how I would. But I know she is my best friend and I promised her I would come and see her. So far I've broken that promise. All I do is cry in my room because I wish things were different. I wish I wasn't a chicken and I wish I could go and see her and act like best friends. But it's so hard, I'm having to pretend I'm her and I'm slowly learning that she could be like this forever.
Im going to see her. That's what I'll do.
I walked into the hospital, the same gloomy atmosphere that my best friend has became accustomed to. God I hate hospitals. They scare me. Places like these hold my fate.
I walked slowly to her room. What should I say? I have to act like she is me and I'm her! no! This is harder than I thought!! I can't do this. I was about to walk away when I heard,
'Tara? Is that really you!! Have you came to see me?'
I nervously stepped inside.
