*Nathan's POV*
I walked into the hallway on my way upstairs and nearly fell over what I thought was shoes by the door. That was until the shoes started crying. Erm, okay?! It wasn't shoes, it was Tara. What the fuck is she doing on the floor, crying?
"Tara, you alright?"
"Fuck off Nath, THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!"
Wait, What!
"Tara, what do you mean? MAX!"
Max instantly came running in and as soon as he noticed Tara, he ran towards her and engulfed her into a hug while whispering soothing things into her ear. Once her cries has subsided into small hiccups, she finally started talking.
"Listen, guys, I don't know how or why but she's gone! my best friend, my chummy has gone all because of both of you, so don't try and comfort me! I know that she left because of something to do with Nathan and what you said, you must have said some pretty mean shit for her to leave. I cant believe you, both of you.
And with that, she stood up and walked to her room. Me and Max both shared a look of confusion before he realised, and said,
"Nath, you dot suppose Nat heard what you said on the phone to me earlier, because you said some mean shit today and if she heard, that would break her and you know it."
I thought and thought and came to the conclusion that she could have heard, and Tara feeling so down, upset and broken could all be because of me.
And I hate knowing I have hurt her because; I love her.
*Tara's POV*
I've been sat here for about 3 hours now, thinking over everything, all of the memories we shared, Chummy Nights, the endless Skype calls when we say we can only talk for 10 minutes and that 10 minutes turns into 2 hours and the many time we have laughed and shared so many things about each other that made us as close as we are today. I'm so happy I found her when I did, I wouldn't be the person I am today if it wasn't for her, and knowing that she isn't here anymore kills me. I cant cope, knowing I now have to face everything on my own, I'm not used to dealing with things on my own, Natalie has always been there with me. Its hard, and I cant deal knowing she is by herself, I know that it was her decision to leave, but I feel really bad for her, if I was more supportive, she would still be here. Its all my fault.
What do I do now?
