First of all, this is not a new chapter. I will post one soon but this is a special update.
This update is for you, Tara.
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Dear Chummy,
I know you will kill me because this isnt an new chapter that I promised weeks ago, but hopefully I can make up for it with this. This is going to be a letter/paragraph on you! Now I know you will complain because you dont like being the centre of attention but tough! I know its been hard for you during some difficult times and this is just to remind you that you are not alone.You will always have me, no matter what happens and I'm so honoured to call you my best friend. I remember those times when we used to skype for hours on end and usually cry most of the time. When we used to talk about our future and how we were going to move to London together and spend the rest of our days hunting The Wanted and marrying Max and Jay. I remember being at my lowest points and knowing I had you to help me through them and to support me meant everything. I remember adding your BBM pin and that night we talked for hours and to this day, adding that pin was the best thing ive ever done. I remember fully trusting you, a person id never met and I told you things, even now, people still dont know. And I remember planning when we would meet, counting down from 11 days, planning presents and buying presents, I even remember crying on the way down, thinking I was meeting my best friend for the first time. I remember you messaged me saying you could see Primark and that meant you were close, then when you stepped off that train and we hugged and I cried, I still cry now thinking about it, I'm even crying now. And I remember seeing you 7 months ago at Dingo and the only reason I went was to see you, because I don't like rides. Seeing you there, reminded me how much you mean to me and how lost I would be without you. I honesty am so proud of you, and I couldn't ask for a better best friend. You are my everything, I will never let anyone hurt you, and I promise to always be your strength. Nothing will ever change the fact that you are my best friend, and I know that in the future, I will see you everyday, and we will be crazy people together. Please don't change ever Chummy. I remember you calling me Chummy for the first time and I was like wtf. Now it's all my family and I call you. I am so proud of you for being so strong and not letting anybody get you down. What you have gone through in life hasn't been easy but you are living proof that everyone can make it through the stormy weather. You are so strong and I am so honoured to call you my Chummy. I'm so proud of you for being stronger than all those people who have let you down or upset you and I couldn't be happier that you, are my best friend.
Hope you didn't cry too much,
Natalie Twinny Chummy ❤️
