It had been two hours since Jamie's heart stopped beating. The house was swamped with people, there was doctors and nurses inside with an ambulance outside. You were sat downstairs with Theo, Anthony, Fred and George all sat in the living room.
You and Theo were sat next to each other, Fred next to you, George and Anthony sat on two separate comfy chairs. You were staring at a random spot on the wall, not blinking and only thinking about your little sister. You hadn't moved since Fred took you downstairs almost two hours ago.
You had cried all your tears, no more were coming out of your eyes and you didn't feel any sort of emotion. You were numb.
No matter how many times Fred or anyone tried to hug, touch or even comfort you, you just pushed them away from you. You didn't want anyone to touch you or come near you, you weren't in control of your emotions and didn't want to end up hurting them or yourself.
A few doctors came downstairs with a black body bag on a gurney. They opened the door and let themselves out of the house to take Jamie to the hospital, or wherever dead people go.
Theo didn't say a word, he just stood up and followed the doctors out of the front door. You stood up after him and followed him.
He was sat down on the stairs by the front door, watching as the doctors out Jamie-Leigh body into the back of the ambulance. You sat down with him and linked your arm with his.
The two of you sat there in silence, watching as the ambulance drove away with your sister. Tears were falling down his face, none on your face though, you couldn't cry.
It still didn't feel real. You didn't want to believe that you would never see you sister again. It couldn't be real. It couldn't be..
•••
Two weeks had passed and you were getting changed into a black dress for the funeral. Since your father and your sister died in the same week, there would be a joint funeral for the two of them. You and Theo knew they would want to hurried close, so they will be hurried next to each other.
When you and Theo pass away, hopefully in many more years to come, you two would also be buried next to them.
You were sleeping in Fred's room and had been for two weeks. You didn't want to be in your bedroom because that's where you little sister passed away, it was her room too. All of Jamie's stuff was still in the bedroom, so you didn't really want to be reminded of it all.
You hadn't talked much in two weeks, you don't want to talk anymore and especially not about your feelings.
Fred had been really helpful in the past two weeks. He would check in on you at whatever time he could, and he would spend every second of every day with you just to make sure you were okay and not feeling alone.
You got a knock at the door as you stared in the mirror of your long, black dress. You opened the door to Fred, he was in a black tuxedo. He walked in and shut the door.
"How are you feeling today, my love?" He asked you and wrapped his arms around your waist from behind.
"I'm so scared. I don't think I can do this, Freddie." You told him. "I don't want to say goodbye. I can't do it."
"I know, baby, but it will be alright. I'll be with you every step of the way." He said. "When you are standing by the coffins giving a speech, I will be right there with you if you want me to, or I can be in the front row supporting you as much as I can."
"I'm not doing the speech. It would be too hard, and I don't want a lot of strangers to hear me talk about my memories with them." You told him and he nodded his head.
"I understand. Today will be a really hard day, but you'll get through it and so will everybody else." He assured you. "We can even come straight back home afterwards if it's too much for you to handle."
"I'll think about it." You told him.
"Everybody's waiting on you, let's go." He grabbed your hands and walked out of your room with you, going downstairs hand in hand.
Everybody was either in black dresses or black suits. Theo came up to you and hugged you tightly. In the past two weeks, he had been using drugs to try and forgot about Jamie and your father, but he made a promise to not use drugs at all today.
His eyes were normal, they had tears around them, but they weren't bloodshot red so you knew he hadn't used drugs today.
Tonks shot you a sympathetic look and so did your Uncle Remus. Everybody then went outside and got into the car where you all went to the funeral.
•••
The funeral went terribly. You couldn't stop crying for the whole thing, Fred was there to comfort you though.
You were meant to do a speech for your father and you sister, but it was too hard for you to do it so Theo offered to take your place. He talked about the amazing memories he shared with the two of them and how he would miss every little thing that they done together.
His speech was meant to be longer, but he had to cut it short because it was getting harder and harder for him to speak without choking on his tears. He came back down and sat next to you, where you gave him a long hug.
There was a wake after the funeral that most people went to. You and Fred were meant to go to it, but you were so upset and drained so he took you home.
You managed to fall asleep in his arms and in his bed without any nightmares of their death or their dead bodies.
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