At this moment, I saw a video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z-YKpV-7b08
Today, I learned, that legends can die.
Technoblade, a famous youtuber, died recently. He had cancer for a long time now, but even though the videos I watched didn't show it, it must've taken its toll.
In my eyes, I thought it was a joke; like how the Queen will always live, Technoblade never dies. But life is not so easy, and its hardships are to great for even the strongest of warriors.
I was too panicked about receiving this news, that I haven't yet finished the video, or properly calm myself down. There will be a time, where I am all alone, in experience and life, even if I achieve everything. This is the video that taught me this.
What is the point, if everything will go to naught?
Why should I keep living, if "living" doesn't matter?
How can I keep control?
Can I keep control?
What is a good life, and how do I lead it?
When will even these words I say, leave my head? And fly away, live a drifting memory if the vast pool of space?
This is not good.
I. NEED. TO. GO. TO. SLEEP!
I MUST GO TO SLEEP!!
goodnight.
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Abstraction
Non-Fiction[Started on: June 14, 2022] This is an abstraction of real thoughts. My thoughts. Every time I feel harsh worry, dread, or fear, I will write; I will write right here. Those who want to read about another's poetry, go ahead, but I can't promise...
