I don't what to write here
I feel like I'm having a relapse
My brain can't move to overcome this
Panic
Only deep seated panic
What will i do?
Everything will go away.
And I just have to accept that?
I just have to accept that.
Why was I panicking?
Because everyone I love is going to die?
Or have died, and it's just reaching to that point?
What will happen to me if... you guys aren't there?
My friends, will die
My family... will die
The people i know will die
If not by them dying, then by me dying
Oh God...
Haa haaa haaaaaa
Hyperventilating...
Calming....
Dying...
Have you ever said a word so much it loses its meaning?
YOU ARE READING
Abstraction
Non-Fiction[Started on: June 14, 2022] This is an abstraction of real thoughts. My thoughts. Every time I feel harsh worry, dread, or fear, I will write; I will write right here. Those who want to read about another's poetry, go ahead, but I can't promise...
