I really don't want to go to sleep.
The worries, the time skips, the unproductive-ness, the fear. It's the worst feeling in the world.
I'm sorry to say, but if this continues, suicide and the future will be the least of my problems. I'm slowly driving myself mad, and I don't know how to fix it.
With so much confusion and murkiness within my head, will I truly clear it out before a mental breakdown happens?
I really don't want to... I really, really, really don't want to go to sleep.
But I'm tired, its been too short of a day.
But I must stay awake! I slept until 5PM yesterday, so I must compensate for this undeserved privilege that I've received. I must stay awake.
But I'm so, so, tired.
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Abstraction
Non-Fiction[Started on: June 14, 2022] || Chapters Released: 0 This is an abstraction of real thoughts. My thoughts. Every time I feel harsh worry, dread, or fear, I will write; I will write right here. Those who want to read about another's poetry, go ah...
