"Oh my god," a quote so commonly used to express emotions of every kind. I hate it. I never know when I mean it, or when it will mean its meaning.
I want to believe there is a god, a one almighty.
But these sentences makes it so unreal.
But not believing it god, a god, or some god/deity... scares the living shit out of me.
And should I swear?
I mean, I just did, and my heart is about to explode.
I'm panicking so much right now.
Time is moving too fast.
I'm already on my last year of highschool, and it won't be long until it's time to graduate university.
Still... should I believe in him? In them?
I want to believe, I WANT TO BELIEVE SO BADLY.
Because if there's no god, what could possibly happen after you die?
My chest is closing, I'm not okay.
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Abstraction
Saggistica[Started on: June 14, 2022] This is an abstraction of real thoughts. My thoughts. Every time I feel harsh worry, dread, or fear, I will write; I will write right here. Those who want to read about another's poetry, go ahead, but I can't promise...
