lil peep shawty 💖🐣
When Blue finally leaves her abusive ex boyfriend her life changes completely when she meets the one and only Lil Peep, the boy that made everything okay again.
I woke up to my body being carried upstairs by Peep. I'm so confused. I feel like i've been out for days.
He carried me into his room and laid me on the bed. "Baby you're awake" he says softly. I rub my eyes. "What happened" I ask. His chocolate brown eyes stare into mine with concern on his face. "We barred out. We passed out on the couch for like two days straight"
What the fuck. "I'm sorry Blue. I shouldn't be giving you that shit. I fucked up." his soft raspy voice breaks a little. He looks emotional.
"Hey. It's not your fault baby I asked for it" I tell him, vividly remembering myself pleading for something stronger than valium after a breakdown. That's the last thing I do remember.
"I shouldn't have given it to you Blue. I'm not tryna have you be like me" he says, sitting on the edge of with bed with his head down and eyes on the floor as if in shame. It broke my heart a little.
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"Peepy. I love you. This isn't on you" I give him a big hug and just hold him for a long while. This boy is the only thing that's made me happy in a fucking long time. I don't want him to forget that.
A little later we shower together and head out to grab something to eat. Since we'd been asleep for so long we were fucking starving at this point. We hit up this random ass diner but before we spark up and share a joint in the parking lot. We walked in all giggly.
I've noticed that everywhere I go with Peep, people stare at him. I can never tell if it's because they know who he is or if they're shocked by his tattoos and the way he dresses. It's funny, those are some of the things that I love about him so much. I wouldn't change Gus for anything.
We sit down in this booth and order a ridiculous amount of food. The young waitress was seemingly in awe of Peep. I'm still not used to all the attention he gets, the crowds he attracts, the life that surrounds him. Although he always does everything in his power to make me feel protected, it's not what i'm accustomed to.
We eat. We talk. We laugh. It was nice to get out of that always crowded house and do something just us two. Without all the loud music and random strangers. I could tell by his goofy grin he liked it too.
"Blue" he begins, taking a sip from his milkshake. "I think I gotta go on tour soon. Can you come with me? I don't wanna be away from you right now"
Tour? Fuck. I never considered that. Now that is something i'm really not used to.
"Pleaseeeeeee" he begs. Big puppy dog eyes. I had to admit, I don't think I could stand to be away from him either right now. He'd become like a home to me. My safety and my comfort.
"..Okay..i've never really done anything like this before though so I don't know what to expect" I said. He just smiles. "Don't worry bout it boo. I got you. It'll be fun"
