lil peep shawty 💖🐣
When Blue finally leaves her abusive ex boyfriend her life changes completely when she meets the one and only Lil Peep, the boy that made everything okay again.
I thought about waiting. I wanted Blue to know that sex isn't the only thing I wanted from her. But I couldn't. I fucked the shit outta her in the bathroom at the after party, I couldn't resist her. The way she was moving her ass over my dick in the car had me desperate for it.
Blue was different to all the other girls i've ever fucked. Even after I came I still wanted to hold her, be around her, make her mine. I don't know if it's too soon to say but I think i'm in love with her. She felt like a drug to me and being near her got me high. She felt even better than cocaine or xanax.
There was something about the way she looked right after I finished fucking her senseless. Her long hair was kinda messy, but in the most beautiful way. Her cheeks were lightly pink and her neck was covered in the purple marks I had left there. I'm not going to lie, I marked her on purpose. I wanted everyone at this party to know who she belonged to. Me.
"Lemme fix your hair Gus" she says, running her hands through it a few times to fix the mess she made from tugging at it before. It would be completely obvious by our appearances what we had been up to in the bathroom but I didn't give a fuck. Actually I wanted people to know. I wanted to remind everyone here not to fuck with what's mine.
We left the bathroom and made our way through the party. I'm careful not to let go of her hand, I could sense she felt kinda anxious before and I want her to know i've got her. I remember what she said to me the first night I met her, about no one caring about her. I'm gonna prove her wrong.
We were on a mission to find some weed to smoke after our session. That's when a dude came up to me outta nowhere.
"Lil Peep!" he shouts at me. Fuck. I love anyone that supports my music and shit but I can tell when someone tries to talk to me just for clout. Worst part is, I have no idea how to tell them to fuck off. All I wanted to do right now was take my girl somewhere quiet and smoke up.
"Hey, you got any weed?" I ask him. He grins and hands me three backwoods. That will do. "Thanks, man" I say, and pull Blue away from the crowded space.
We find this little room towards the back of the trap house with two couches and a little table, not a single person in there but us. Perfect.
"Gus, we should push the couches together and make one big ass comfy smoke spot" Blue says giggling. Oh fuck yes. I push them together and lay down on it, she follows suit and rests her head on my chest. I pull my lighter out my pocket and light her backwood, taking an inhale to make sure it stayed lit before passing it to her. Then I light mine.
"It's like a reward" Blue says as she exhales. The weed definitely hit even better after sex. "You're like a reward" I reply smirking at her.
"Gus" she mumbles and nuzzles her head into my neck. "Tell me more. Tell me everything about you. I wanna know you".
Just like that, we get lost in a deep hour long conversation about everything. Our pasts, our futures, our fears, our dreams, our problems and our feelings. I had to be honest with her. But I was worried i'd scare her away. Not even my deepest, most fucked up issues seemed to phase her at all.
This poor beautiful girl is nearly as fucked up as I am. Maybe we could fix each other. Maybe it could get messier. I don't give a fuck I just want her.
Suddenly our conversation is interrupted by her phone buzzing. She unlocks it and immediately shows me the screen, poor baby looks panicked.
Unknown Number: so what u and lil peep are like a thing now?
Unknown Number: do u even understand how fucked up that is blue?
Unknown Number: u fucking did this on purpose didn't u? psycho fucking bitch
Unknown Number: out of all the ways to fuck with my head u did that? so fucked up
Unknown Number: don't think i'm done with u bitch. this isn't over.
"It's Kaiden I can tell. I fucking blocked him I don't understand" she says, looking stressed. Right after she told me everything that happened with him. If I ever see this motherfucker again i'd fucking kill him. I grab the phone from her hands and reply with a photo of myself. I wanted to make him mad. Fuck that guy.
Blue💙: fuck off lol
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She takes her phone back and studies the picture and starts laughing. "You look so fucking baked" she giggles, making me laugh with her. The weed was hitting hard as fuck because we both had uncontrollable giggles at this point. The sounds of her belly laugh just made me laugh harder until I fell off the couch. "Ow fuck"
She went quiet for about two seconds. Then started laughing again, now even harder until she had tears in her eyes. Then I pull her down with me, laughing back. We laughed until we were tired as fuck. I haven't been this happy in...
Fuck I don't think i've ever been this happy.
We lay there on the floor as I play with her hair. I think she's fallen asleep. I pull her into my arms and close my eyes.
