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ashton irwin x reader
title : window words : 1500+
note : ok so a little backstory about this: i wrote this when i was very much younger and it was i think in 2016 maybe? but i rewrote this for now lol. this is an au. this was in my mind like 5 years ago okay so it's very much 2016 5sos vibes i know it's bad. I NEEDED SOME IDEAS.
you are luke's younger sibling and attend the same college as him. you have known his best friends for over ten years, and since the start of summer things have changed between yoy and one of luke's best friends. you and ashton became closer for a reason you don't know, but what you do know is that there's more between you and him than just friends. the only thing what's holding you both back is luke.
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you sigh deeply as you fall down on your bed. you put your head in your pillow and let out a muffled scream hopefully no one hears.
you feel like such a big failure. nothing is working out and nothing is good enough. what even is the point of continuing with what you're doing if everything will go wrong in the end anyway? the best thing to do is stop.
you rub your eyes and make sure to wipe all the tears away. this isn't the first time this has happened, maybe it's the tenth or twentieth time or whatever. and everytime you manage to cry.
it never stops.
and you're still not used to it, or maybe you are at this point. it hurts less each time it happens. over and over again...
"aye! get up and open the window, it's freezing cold!"
you hear a knock on your window and sit up from your bed. you're surprised to see his face in front of your window.
you slowly stand up and rub your eyes again, then opening the window so he can come inside.
as soon as you open the window, the male climbs through your window and lands with both his feet on the ground. he runs a hand through his slightly damp hair, looking down at you once you have closed the window again so your room stays warm.
you look up to the male and bite your lip. you cross your arms after hiding your hands in the sleeves of your sweater.
"what are you doing here, ashton?"
he smiles at you and takes off his leather jacket; an item he always wears. there isn't a day where ashton irwin doesn't wear his leather jacket.
it's kind of his brand at this point.
he puts his jacket around the chair in front of your desk and takes a seat.
"can't a friend just visit?" he asks, him leaning back in the seat.
