Hate to love clint

Sense of security

I wake up as Clint is still asleep I decide to reach for the control and turn the tv on and rest my head back on Clint's chest feeling safe. A little while later I feel his hands run up my back "well hello there mister, sorry if I woke you," I look at him as he smiles taking my faces in one of his hands and gently kissing me. "You didn't wake me princess don't worry," he smiles kissing me again climbing on top of me, I wrap my arms around his neck pulling him in deeper without crossing boundaries but I could feel his crotch grow, he pulls away and looks at me "let's go join the others I will tell you a little about them."

Smiling as he climbs off me and holds out his hand "emm may want to wait a little Clint, your not so little friend is trying to make an appearance." I smirked looking at the sizeable bulge in his trousers, seeing my reaction he pulls me up and kisses my neck "well you will just have to stay infront of me for a while or I could go change baby." His hands lay on my hips as I chuckle "second option it is," I flinch thinking he would be mad as my ex would be "wow princess, I promise I will never lay a finger on you baby girl, now let me go get changed." He kisses my head and leaves just as Jarvis lights up "Miss Brock just to inform you that food is ready."

I roll my eyes as I hated that thing "miss Brock, can you please answer," I try and press the screen to shut it up "yes Jarvis now please shut the hell up," he lights up again "enough Jarvis, give the girl a break," I look at Clint who is smiling like an idiot. "Certainly mr Barton," I start to get pissed off at the stupid thing my eyes turn red "hey calm princess your eyes they're red, Jarvis probably not got your voice commands just yet baby," he puts his arms around my waist "let's go ask Tony to put your voice fully on the system, hmm? Does that sound like a good idea?" I nod as my eyes turn back to normal "you're not scared of me?" He shakes his head and kisses down my neck "nope find you absolutely irresistible sweetheart. Now come let's get downstairs and get to know the ones here a little more," nodding he takes my hand and we go downstairs where everyone was sitting at the table waiting.

"About time munchkin, if you where going to be late you could have informed us by telling Jarvis," I sit down next to Eddie and Clint "Well if your precious Jarvis listened to the command we wouldn't have been late." Everyone looked at me as they never had a problem with Jarvis " I will program you in fully as I honestly didn't think you would be here much," Tony smiles at me as I sitting waiting. "Are you ok sweetie?" I look at where the voice is coming from "emm yes, sorry I don't think we have met?" The woman smiled "I am Wanda and this is Pietro," those names seem familiar "hydra?" They nodded as I looked down grabbing Eddie's hand. "Everything ok Lottie?" I look at the food then back at him, Tony sees this interaction not knowing of my controlled past.

"Charlie?" I look over at him "hmm," my eyes watery "you can eat you know?" I smile and look at Eddie who sees my anxiety starting to act up as my legs shake so he plates me up some food, no one says anything as they know everyone has their own trauma, I thank Eddie as Clint places a hand on my thigh giving a gentle squeeze reassuring me that I am safe, "Charlie how did we know that we where in hydra?" My eyes go wide and Eddie heard my heart beat increasing before he says anything "story for another day Wanda also Charlotte you don't need permission to eat and speak here," he gives me a warm smile, "thank you Tony," I start eating slowly still feeling overwhelmed "this is amazing, I was wondering can I make the desert one night please if that's ok?"

They all look at me "yes please lady Charlotte, but don't put those blue things in it." I look at Thor "really need to stop with the lady stuff Thor please and really you lot don't like blueberry's? Well I think that's weird they are amazing." Everyone around makes a funny face except Tony "well I am glad I share one thing with you." Venom comes out as Eddie starts laughing, looking at him with a raised eyebrow "well my child Eddie was just thinking how thankful he was that you didn't have the weirdness from him," Tony and Clint starts laughing as I bop venom on the head, "Edward Charles Allan Brock, that's just mean but I have to say I get my looks from you," Tony mocks a hurt face before we bust out laughing. I felt not so controlled here but still not completely at ease.

I have my fill and sit staring at my plate which I couldn't finish feeling a fear that I will be punished.since I don't know the rules when they are eating and when they are free to leave I just sit silently waiting on someone to say something. "Are you coming princess? The others are going to watch a movie if you would like to join?" He holds out his hand for me to take "emm yeah...yeah," I say to please him as I really don't but I was scared of what would happen if I said no. Clint gestured to the others to go on ahead Eddie hesitated but Clint nodded so he left, "Charlie baby, I don't know what we are as I want to go your pace but I am going to ask again and answer honestly ok?" I look at him slightly scared "emm ok," gulping he places a hand on my cheek making me feel at ease, "well 2 things would you like to be my girlfriend and do you really want to watch the movie?"

Looking at him the nervousness on his face I let out a giggle and kiss him, he pulls me close and deepens the kiss before he pulls away "well baby girl?" Smiling at him I look into his blue eyes "as long as we can go slow arrows I will be your girlfriend, about the movie not really no" I look down and flinch expecting him to shout at me. "Well what would you like to do angel?" His hands graze my side and he kisses the top of my head, I look at him "I just want to go to bed I still feel a little light headed." He looks at me waiting for permission "what?" He smiles sheepishly "can I carry a fine lady to her room if she feels dizzy she shouldn't walk?" I giggle and nod as he swoops me up bridal style passing the movie room "yeah we are just going to head to bed, she's a little sleepy after all this excitement" Eddie smiles at the fact I feel comfortable to allow someone to not only touch me but to pick me up.

I snuggle into Clint's chest as he holds me I begin to drift off "oh we have a trip to the beach planned next weekend," my head snaps up to look and Clint and I start to shake "sshh I got you baby, I got you now let's get you to bed and we might give it a miss Tony as this one's supposed to be resting," he smiles at me Tony was about to say something but nodded and said goodnight as we headed to bed. Placing me on the bed he goes to get me some pjs and placed them on the bed beside, "would you like me to leave so you can get changed?" I look at him then shake my head standing up I start unbuttoning my shirt until his hand stops me. I stare at him confused "I want your words I need to know you are 100% comfortable," his tone was comforting "I'm comfortable with getting changed in-front of you," he smiled as I got changed his hands graze my scars as he watches me change before he lays me down and he tucked me in. "Please stay here tonight," he smiles at me "of course but you need to scoot over," he gets undressed leaving on just his boxers then he lays beside me and pulls me onto his chest as we both fall asleep.