Bucky didnt know

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⚠️miscarriages and rape⚠️

I see Clint leave, so I go after him "Clint wait up," he stops and hands me my hearing aids so I put them on, "talk! Tell me why we come to rescue you, only to see that you are being all friendly with the guy who just kidnapped you plus you are wearing his clothes." I move back as his tone scared me "what is it that it that you are implying?" I move back more as his body language shifted and scared me more none of us realised some of the others where behind us. "What do you think, you two where a fucking item damn you where even got pregnant by him Charlotte, now get out my fucking way," I stand in shock so when I don't move he shoves me and instantly regrets it. Eddie catches me before I fall as Bucky runs to my aid "what did he mean we where an item and why didn't you tell me in the cafe? Also the baby?" I break down as Eddie pulls me in "Tony I'm taking her home to the flat you can fill in Bucky, please Buck remember it wasn't your fault."

I push away from Eddie "no he deserves to know it from me, come Buck I will tell you when we get back to the compound then you can stay there if Tony allows or at me and Eddie's flat," they both nod and we head out to the car Clint was in the car already talking to Natasha so I get into the other car with Sam and Eddie whilst Bucky tries to take his bike but goes in the car with Steve leaving his bike. We drive to the compound and I start feeling nauseous "Eddie I don't feel right," he pulls me in as I start to go limp and memories of hydra come flooding back but a new one comes of a shooting range and Natasha. Eddie pulls me out of the trance "I got you sis and Clint's a dead man if he ever touches you again." Sam looks at me in the drivers mirror and smiles at the bond I have with my brother.

We pull up at the compound and Clint walks over to the car and opens the door "can we talk please," I grip Eddie tighter and begin to panic Clint's face drops seeing how scared I was of him "what's the point you won't listen, now if you excuse me I need to go speak to Bucky," he steps aside letting me out before whispered into my ear "I do love you little hawk I'm sorry," I sighed not wanting to stay mad but not wanting to just forgive him, "I don't know Clint, you are the first person who I trusted and you did this to me." He kissed my hand as I walked away towards Bucky "you ready one arm," he laughed holding out his only hand "let's go gooey," I stick my tongue out and we both head inside up to my room.

We sit on the bed and I look at him "what I am about to tell you isn't your fault ok?" He simply nods "well when I was 16 I was taken by hydra, my boyfriend sold me to them I was pregnant with his baby," tears started to fall down my face he debates touching me but I flinch and his movements so he stops "what did I do?" He questioned in a hushed broken voice "it wasn't you, you where under control but they ordered you to beat me causing me to lose the baby," his eyes watered and he apologised "I'm so sorry gooey, what about the baby the guy was talking about my baby?" I look at him and see he's already upset "they would command you to have your way with me I must have fell pregnant during one of those times, but I lost it when Eddie came to rescue me the explosion made me loose it I'm so sorry."

I burst out into tears without thinking he pulls me in for a hug I didn't resist this time as felt he needed it as well "you said I had nothing to be sorry for then neither do you gooey," I start laughing at his nickname "why gooey?" He chuckles thinking how to word it "emm your brother was this big alien thing when he came and his attitude when you got hurt," I start to laugh when I remember when he was my knight in shining armour, "I still haven't thanked you have I?" He smiles letting me go and was about to answer until Jarvis spoke "ms Brock and Mr Barnes, Tony wishes to see you in the lab," I smile as he looks puzzled "we will be right there Jarvis, now what where you going to say?" He smiles and stands before extending his hand to help me up "you have Clint now so getting them to forgive me and a place to stay is more than enough."

We head down to the lab "hey T what's up?" He smiles at me "well take these hearing aids new and improved if you want them and I also need to help me design an arm for one arm there, we have 6 months to a year as he's going to Wakanda so T'challa can help him." I smile at Tony and jump up to sit on the counter "who's going with him and cool get to design a robot arm," Bucky chucked at my enthusiasm "emm Steve and Nat are taking him but Shuri will be with him as we have missions and stuff." Bucky smiles knowing he's now getting help, I look at him as he nods behind me then leaves with Tony I look and see Clint walk in, I turn to look at him and what he's holding.

"I'm so sorry my princess, please forgive me I would never mean to hurt you," I look at him "it's a bit late for that Clint I'm sorry but you hurt me, but I will take the flowers, muffins and teddy and a hug if you are offering one," I smile and h...

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"I'm so sorry my princess, please forgive me I would never mean to hurt you," I look at him "it's a bit late for that Clint I'm sorry but you hurt me, but I will take the flowers, muffins and teddy and a hug if you are offering one," I smile and he comes over and puts his arms around me, feeling me shake he pulls away a little "don't be scared of me baby please, what is it you are working on with tin can?" I look at him seeing how upset he is "emm a new arm for Buckstar while he's away since I don't want to be on active duty for a while and something to when not at the cafe, but just now I want to heal and keep busy so Tony asked me to help." I move my arms to his neck pulling him in for a kiss he placed the items on the bench beside me and pulls me closer to him.

"Huh hum, I really don't want to have to sanitise my lab Barton now please separate yourself from my little sisters lips please," Tony said reentering the lab with Bruce, I pull away from Clint "put my muffin down Tony, you may be my brother but even Eddie knows not to touch my food," Clint laughs holding me close as I smell the flowers coming off the counter to put them in water. "How did you know I had one of your muffins?" I giggled and pointed to the door of the cabinet "refection and my hearing is better than yours remember with these hearing aids in." He laughs but looks a little upset "fine you can take one now if you excuse me I got an arm to design." I start to walk out the room as I feel an arm around my waist.

"Not tonight baby girl, I'm taking you out so go dress pretty and make an over night bag as booked into a hotel," he kissed down my neck knowing why he booked a hotel I nodded and went to get my things the over night bag was easy however I didn't know what to wear to the date. "Jarvis can you alert the girls to help me please," within seconds they are in my room one of which I didn't know "who is she?" Nat and Wanda smiles until fear comes to my face "this is Yelena my little sister," I look at her "Lena but, how you died I was made to shoot you." They stared at me "it was a hallucination, I'm here and I'm fine your hard to forget and you where only in there 2 weeks before hydra took you back."

My emotions where all over the place and I really didn't want questions "right I need help what with what to wear right now Yelena can tell you the story when I am out with Clint." They nodded and went to the wardrobe and pulled out a dress "this is the one we chose now go put it and don't worry about your scars Clint adores you," I smile taking the dress before putting it on and letting them do my makeup just before a knock came to my door.

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