Hate to love clint

Secrets out

⚠️mentions of rape torture, child death⚠️

Eddie's pov

Waiting on the others to come in I am relieved when I see Loki "hey Loki good to see you again, the walls have broken a little she's going to be a mess Loki if they fully fall." He sighs and looks at me "I was afraid of this happening, you are aware she hates me and going to hate me worse after finding out I faked my death." None of us noticed Clint standing at the door "how do you know Loki?" I stare at Loki then at Clint "why don't we wait for the others to come hmm?" He glared at me but nods and sits down as everyone came in "where's Bruce?" Tony looks "he's examining the blood as we speak he will come up with the results and when Charlie is fine and stable." I nod hoping that it's true "ok now I will get started."

I look round "so as you all know she was taken by hydra when she 16 and lost 2 baby's, however she was taken when she was 5 and given something that made her able to control Fire and Water." They all looked shocked except from Clint and Loki "anyway she doesn't know that I know, however before dad died he told me so I could keep her safe, well hidden but hydra still found her." Tony starts getting frustrated "how did she not tell us and how the fuck did it not show up in her bloodstream?" I stared at him knowing he had every right to be pissed but annoyed as I only did it to protect her. "One thing at a time, so when dad rescued her he was owed a favour by Odin so he asked for his help to lock her powers which he did, then when she taken again she spent 2 weeks in the red room before being given back to hydra."

Everyone went white "the ceremony?" I shake my head at Steve "thankfully not, but she was beaten daily and forced to kill, Yelena was supposed to be one of her victims however they made her hallucinate that, she even fought against Natasha who managed to get the upper hand since she was injured, before she was taken back to hydra and when there she used to be beaten and stabbed, fuck she was in the mist of absorbing fire when I went to rescue her, I distracted her I caused her to loose her baby." I feel a hand on my shoulder "it's not your fault Eddie." I look and smile at Loki. "So doesn't answer why you know Loki?" We turn to Clint "I will answer this Eddie, she was my girlfriend when Eddie got her out of hydra, she had terrible nightmares and would wake up screaming every night. It got that bad she refused to sleep so I took her to Asgard to help her feel safe which worked for a while."

We hear a chair getting slammed down "great so you had her as well she takes ages to warm to me yet you." I stare at Clint "that's my sister and let him finish please it gets worse." Everyone stares not knowing how to answer, "we dated until she was 21 she pushed me away when her parents died, I left for Asgard and came back on her 22nd birthday knowing it will be hard for her, when I returned she had a little girl, my baby girl Isabella Lokidotter," his eyes start tearing as did mine hearing the name brought back so many memories. "What happened to the girl?" Me and Eddie stared at each other not really wanting to answer "well Charlie was 4 months pregnant when I left but never told me as I always hated children and never wanted them, so when I seen her with a 7 month old daughter I immediately knew she was mine."

Clint looked pissed that me "why didn't you tell me?" I look at him "because it wasn't my place to and she doesn't remember Isabella as Loki made her forget after the incident that we lost her." We here a bang and turn to see Charlotte standing "should you be up?" Bruce walks behind her "she didn't take no for an answer plus wants to tell them everything."

Charlotte pov

I look at them all the pity on their faces "please no pity, but what happened Loki I was told you died," he looked down "sorry my darling, it was for the best I was to much of a reminder of Isabella," I look at him "we promised not to mention her name Loki!" I begin to cry Tony came to comfort me "what happened to her sis?" I look at him tears stain my face "I really don't want to talk about her all you guys need to know is she died." I broke down as Eddie raced to me "no they need to know?" I shake my head "no how are they going to look at me knowing I couldn't protect her," everyone raises their eyebrows "I will tell them if you want," I nod and Eddie helps me sit down beside Clint who moves away "ignore him Char, anyway we where visiting Asgard with her when frost giants came Charlotte tried to run but was caught and thrown to the ground as Laufey took Isabella, Char ended up in a coma so me and Thor contacted Eddie who came to help all we found was Isabella's clothes and blanket and a little blood."

They all look down feeling of guilt that they judged me "before she woke up I wiped her memories of us together and of everything that happened to her to give her a normal life but of course you lot found her and started bringing her memories back slowly now they are over powering her that she can't control, Odin offered to take her powers from her leaving her just a super solider if that's what she wishes." Loki looks at me as I nod "as long as I can stay smart," he laughs "smart and beautiful darling you get the brains from Tony looks from Eddie." I giggle and look at Clint who is mad, "why are you so angry?" He looks at me and scoffs "why I don't know Charlie maybe because you have been with Bucky and Loki none of them told me, I'm sorry but I am not doing this I don't love you enough to get past these lies." I look at him in shock "well if that's how you feel I am not going to fight for your love." I stand and walk away Loki, Wanda and Pietro rush after me as Eddie and Tony talk a little more about things that happened.

"Hey Charlotte you know I am faster than you now can you tell me what's up," I glare at him "go away Pietro I'm packing for Asgard," Loki makes a hologram of himself in front of me "you know Odin won't do it just now darling?" I stop and glare at him as Wanda uses her powers to make me stop "you need to talk to him Charlie he's just angry," I turn to her "and how the fuck do you think I feel the one person outside my family I trusted hates me, the fact I apparently lied to him when I didn't even remember Loki," I cried Loki came to hug me but I flinch away "sorry pet I forgot," I burst into tears and dropped to my knees "he hates me now, at least this one I ended, I am going back to the flat I can't be here I can't handle the pity or hate." Just as I finished speaking my bag full of clothes landed at my feet "wow so quick to get rid of me speedy," I hear a chuckle "not speedy sis now you sure you want to go home away from him."

I nod and Eddie lifts my bag as we head to the common room where everyone is "I hate to see you leave little munchkin please don't be a stranger." Tony pulls me in for a hug "I hope you come back soon I hate being surrounded by immature boys," I giggle and smile at Wanda "come to the cafe whenever you want I'm going back to work tomorrow, as Anne isn't bringing in the same customers." Eddie rolls his eyes but agrees "told you everyone loves you there little sis now let's get going, Anne is staying in the flat as I'm staying here but I can move back in if you want." I shake my head "please no unless you can soundproof the rooms," he laughs until he sees Clint and stands infront of me "I guess I better get going oh give these back to Bruce please." I take my hearing aids out, Tony looks at me in shock 'keep them please, they are a gift from me to my baby sister.' I shake my head placing in my old ones 'I'm sorry Tony, I can't keep them.' Knowing how stubborn I am he accepts as he hugs me and I walk out carrying my bag.

I stand at the car waiting on Eddie "so not going to tell him?" I shake my head "I am not forcing him to stay because of this," he nods not liking my idea but has already told them my life story "ok let's go home Anne can't wait to see you," I smile I love Anne like a sister and she loves and treats Eddie with so much respect even venom gets respect. We are about to drive when Clint stands in front of the car "can you not just run him over," Eddie laughs but shakes his head "let him talk please," I roll my eyes as Clint walks to the window "I thought you may want to take this with you?" I see the look of hope that I will take it in his eyes, "I don't want it Clint, you don't love me I don't need a constant reminder of that now please let me go." He stepped back broken as Eddie drove off I seen him take the bear and walk back inside as Eddie tried to comfort me.