The alcohol streaming through my system had me second guessing myself. But I'd never seen such an expression on Kita's face before.
This bitch was flirting.
I slowly lowered the drink and placed it beside her, as she eyed me with desire. There was no doubt in my mind that she was feeling some type of way.
My brows furrowed as I slowly reached out and moved the strands of hair that had fallen out of her buns. Her eyes relaxed but her chest heaved with nervousness, watching me carefully.
"What do you want then?" I asked, fishing for what I wanted to hear.
Please, Kita.
She gulped and flicked her eyes to my lips.
That was all I needed to know.
I took the risk and leaned forward, pressing my lips to hers and waiting for her to respond. And she did, her lips folded back over mine.
Her lips were soft and wet from drinking the water, lubricating mine with urgency. I sighed into her mouth as her sticky hands reached for the back of my hair, pulling me closer. She quietly let out a breathy moan into my mouth, instantly making my cheeks flush.
The kiss became heated faster than I would've wanted, if i'm being completely honest. This should have been what I wanted, so why was I so hesitant? It reminded me that we were both intoxicated and it didn't feel right.
I felt her falter before she kissed back more harshly. The taste of alcohol lingered on her lips before I felt her hand move from my head and press against my chest.
Her slender fingers gripped at my clothes before she pushed against my chest roughly, instantly changing her mind.
I stumbled back from the force and blinked at her, bracing myself against the kitchen island as my chest heaved.
She looked at me with horror, her mouth opening to speak but nothing coming out.
"I- Im.. I'm so sorry-" She started.
My heart fell, realising she regret it. I think that was the most hurtful part.
"I-.." She started.
"We cant Kai, you know we can't!" She yelled with horror.
I felt a small piece of me break, listening to her yell at me with such fierceness.
"I didn't know, i'm absolutely trashed, Kai- Im- I thought you were someone else!" She panicked.
Ouch.
I scoffed under my breath at this.
"Bullshit." I replied.
"You know we can't do that, we're- we're practically fucking fa-"
"Family." I finished, looking into her eyes emotionlessly.
She blinked and hopped off of the bench, the kiss immediately sobering her up. On the other hand, it made me more wasted.
"Exactly. You and me can't be together, Kai." She spoke, her harsh words hitting me harder than they probably should have.
I nodded and looked at the lino flooring, my shoes sticking from left over alcohol.
Her words cut me deeper than words usually would. I was just glad I was intoxicated enough for it to not make me cry.
"Right." I spoke, before turning and eyeing the exit of the kitchen. I had to leave, I wasn't one for sitting around to be shit on.
My head was still spinning, having mixed all sorts of liquors. But my chest hurt more, feeling like i'd just been stabbed over and over.
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UNFULFILLED // Falcon Sequel
Fiksi Penggemar'There is no heavier burden than an unfulfilled potential.' Walk through life with Kai Kirstein as he confronts his demons as the son of the Tokyo Undergrounds' street racing king, Jean Kirstein. - A sequel to Falcon with vulnerability, inclusivenes...